Pika World

Specialist

2011-08-31T21:48:00.002+08:00

Today I visited CGH for my specialist appointment. MY gastric problem. I went there with bui bui and waited for quite some time. Went in and consulted the professor. His decision for me is to do a scope and a blood test. So when I heard the blood test. My face changed. And the moment I steped out of the room, I cried and asked bui bui if I can leave. He was very nice. He accompanied me thruout n kept coaxing me to do the test.

He went out to get something and it was my turn for the blood extraction. My first reaction was where is he. Den he ran up as the receptionist brought me to the room to get my blood taken. I struggled there for 15 mins (approx) After that we went Vivo to realise no more Yorkie and went bugis for steamboat with many weird stares. Coz we were the only ones eating.

Went to play billard and tried a new arcade game. So fun. I had a good day today. Except for the hospital trip. Next week is the killer. X(

Toughest day

2011-07-14T21:31:00.002+08:00

Today is one of the toughest day for me. If i survive thru. I'll grow stronger. The day is going to end. I can feel the despair and no signs of hope in me. I dun wanna cry anymore. I wanna stand up.

Failing relationship

2011-07-09T13:08:00.002+08:00

I'm in tis emotional & physical tumoil right now. My health have gotten so bad that I have to rely on gastric medicine everyday. AFter every meal I feel like vomiting and I cry every day.

My boyfriend don't love me anymore. I believe all he wants is his freedom now. He no longer cares about me, Whether did I eat, am I sleeping well, feeling well. For the past 3.5 years, I've put in a lot of effort. From being reluctant to putting in 101%.

I was reluctant because I knew relationship should start slow and gradually progress. But I was given a lot of confident and encouragement because he gave me his all. He gave me the courage to continue giving and forgetting about being hurt one day.

He is not handsome, not well built, not educated, not well off. Just a very very average guy. Everyonetold me I can find a better one. But I always tell myself. He treats me so nice. All those superficial things doesn't matter.

I dun mind him being less sweet, but still hope he care. I dun need expensive presents, just a hand made one will do. I just want things to go back. Where he still cares, still loves, still treats me as someone in his life.

I dunno wat went wrong. He changed. All the promises he made, all the times we shared. We went thru so much together. And he was always the one who wun give up, who held on to me. But now, he is letting go. Leaving me all alone. To face these mess he got me into.

Honestly, I've became so ugly, skinny, unhealthy, low self esteem. I have totally no confident in myself. And i dunno who can help me. I dun want tis rship to end. I really dun want

Headache

2011-05-26T20:55:00.002+08:00

Today i skipped work and went to the doctor. My tonsil is swollen again so i'm having chronic cough and i seriously couldnt feel the pain until the doctr pressed my throat. She also said I slimmed down alot. I'm 41.7kg now. So yar...

She didn't comment anything about my headache nor did i tell her my constant backache. Seriously, I hope I die now. Dun have to suffer all the physical and emotional pains. I'm weak. So what? Dun tell me you are always so strong.

And I hate to see Yahoo Messenger on my laptop. I didn't install it. Fuck off.

My wasted day

2011-05-21T22:06:00.003+08:00

My saturday was wasted because someone suddnely bad mood and he claims it's because of me. Den 2 week later he going to PS me again cause his so caled buddy wedding n invite only him n not the girlfriend. Fucked up people.

Have no respect for me. What for I put my ego down for him. Really.

Today i only had one meal. I dare not request for nice food, dare not request for shopping trips. I'm burying myself so deeply that I've lost it. I dunno who am I. I duno what true happiness is. I lost that beautiful smile that smiles from deep under.

All is that I dun want him to be unhappy, I dun dare to speak. I'm sad or feeling down, I dare not tell.

For months, near year, he haven't read this blog. I'm really very disappointed. I took a gamble to try n salvage. And eventually only he is happy. I have no place in his heart. I can no longer throw temper, no longer be coaxed. I have lost all priviledge and my status is as low as trash.

I'm no one anymore. Only I beg, he give. He no longer beg, or give in. I'm as low as a servant just to please him. I'm unhappy I cannot sound out. My deepest thoughts and feelings, he wun know or understand, I can only swollow all this by myself

It breaks my heart

2011-05-21T00:57:00.002+08:00

Be it whether this blog has zero readers or what.. I still wanna blog about it.

In my world of friends, there are some I pay a lot of attention to, some I pray for good endings, some I hope karma won't befall.

THis friend of mine, I cherish him a lot. In my eyes he is a typical guy yet nice enough for me to jump to his defence when someone smear his name or what so ever. We've known each other for quite long and he suddenly disappeared from my life. It could be my own wishful thinking but I feel that our relationship is rather complicated. Honestly, I would have fallen for him if we spend more time together. Bui bui wouldn't be my boyfriend if he was nicer to me. Sadly, we ain't fated.

Still, I treat him as my best friend and pray for his wellbeing. Ever since I got attached, he disappeared. I really dunno what happened. But still, I wanna get back this friendship.

The world is very small. Even though we didnt contact each other, we are inter-linked. Recently, I heard of a news about him, rather bad. I felt that he wasn't given a choice. It's not that he is irresponsible. But maybe because he wasn't ready. Yet he had to shoulder all this. I wish I could desuade him yet we have drifted so far apart that actually, I'm not really in a position to judge. I can only share with him what I know.

Personally I think that he shouldnt end up this way. If he was all ready to accept, I'm fine with it. But it seem like he was forced to accept cause he did reject at the start. But due to circumstances, he had to go with it.

Now that he is under preparation, I could only sit and watch him as he move on to another stage of his life. Honestly, I really miss him. I wish him all the best and hope that everything turns out fine.

All 4 papers

2011-05-16T20:10:00.002+08:00

This year i conquered all 4 papers by attending all of them. Halfway through th examination period, I wanted to give some papers up but in the end I persevered. Luckily bui bui was there to encourage me, telling me not to give up.

He let me study at his house which is much more condusive den my own house. Now I just hope I can pass all subjects and dun waste his effort and all the "luck" my friends lend me. =)

And my phone went hay wire. So now no phone.. =(

I wanna have an enjoyable day tml.

42 months and counting

2011-04-19T20:33:00.003+08:00

Today is 42nd monthsary. We went for seafood on sunday and i bought him a byford boxer.

I've been hanging out at nana recently and I'm a little addicted to Tae & Peter. But both are gone already.

I also went out with JL, Mich and Charlotte for the past one month.

And now I'm panicking about exams.

Ok.. I need to revise. Bye

It's official

2011-03-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

It's been official that I'm dog-less.

I've put Brian to sleep today and I'm hurting badly. The worse part is coming home to find no dog. Apparently I saw him stop breathing and the injection. But I have to face it.

I'm very depressed now.

2011-03-09T15:16:00.001+08:00

I wonder for how long he hasnt read my blog. For how long he didnt buy me any gift or surprise me. I also dunno what i'km doing is right or wrong.

How should i feel and react?

2011-03-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

Today supposed to meet Bui Bui. I skipped my prelims because I dun have the mood to go. Wanted to spend more time with him. But he was very tired. So tired that he wanted to cab down. I wanted him to save the $$ so I suggested that we meet tml instead.

The thing is tml he will be celebrating his birthday with his mother and grandma. So I felt that it was a family thing. So I told him I felt weird going over. Den he told me he will be tired tml coz he meeting Cynthia, his godsister. So in the end his mum invited her over for dinner. Before I knew, I suggested going over. (I felt so thick skinned asking) but he kept saying it's ok. Meet today. But what I felt is him knowing that the dinner is no longer a family affair, still rejected me when I say I'll go over and join for dinner.

It's ok coz it's godsis. But the thing is it's no longer a family celebration, but he didn't invite me over. Even I self invite, he also reject. So how exactly should I feel.

These few days I have been telling him that I hong sim bf. Meaning I miss him. So I wish if he can, he can meet me or spend time with me. But because of family stuff, he wasn't really able to. Every time I tell him that, I just wanted to tell him I miss him. I managed to cheer myself up by reading old posts from our shared blog. I feel so sweet and nice coz I remembered how much he care and dote on me. So my mood was nice and I put up a nice attitude.

But after knowing that he didn't invite me over on his celebration when he invited his godsis, I felt so down, disappointed and sad. Like I'm not someone important in his life that is not worth being invited to the celebration. If he knew it's not a family affair, it will be ok adding one more person. Even the godsis is joining, why not me? My initial thinking was save $$ for him and meet tml. And if it's with outsider, it wun make a difference. But even though I told him how I feel, he did not invite me over. Yet having someone else.

Suddenly I feel so unimportant and foolish coz everything I do and think it's about him. I placed him as an important person in my life. I would wish that my family n him spend my important times with me together. It's ok if he chooses to seperate family n frends. But now frends n family are merged, why am I left out?

If I invite some friends and left u out for my important family gathering, even knowing u r free, how would u feel? I was ok nt going coz it's pure family event. But now it's not, he didn't bother inviting, so what am I?

I say so much only I read. He also dun bother reading my blog anymore. I think I drew a facde for me to believe in that's why I opened up again. I guess staying mum and not saying much is the best way to protect myself. Despite me treating him like my family, he does not treat me like his.

Actually, I dun really know how to handle

2011-02-22T18:54:00.002+08:00

CNY is over, I didnt spend a lot on clothes this year. Didnt eat a lot also.

I spent my vday eating dim sum and celebating friend's birthday at kbox.

My vday celebration was a day at Universal Studios Singapore and a lunch at KT's Grill restaurant. Lobster risotto and scallop salad with passion fruit dressing. THere, I bought a Betty Boop cushion and a Gingerbread Man toy.

17th Feb, My bf went Vietnam early morning. I spent the next 2 days crying and having sleepless nights. Because I wasnt ready to let him go overseas with friends i have never seen before. Neither am i ready to let him go with all guys where thay can do a lot of weird things. But he still went. I dun wanna go in details. In short, I was really down. The 3rd day i reported to work and went CSI exhibition with JL. Spent the next day crying even though he should be back. He wasnt back on times.

When I had my torturous days here in SG, i didnt receive any phone calls. When my mum saw me cry, se cried with me. When my sisters saw me cry, their heart ache till they started tearing.

In short, from the day he decided to go Vietnam and till the day he was back, i was really in hell. The emotional turmoil he brought me is so bad that i had several mental breakdown. Yet i didn't blog or talked about it.

And now everything's over, i have to face a heavily Vienam influenced boyfriend. I dunno how to tell him how umcomfortable i feel listening to things related to Vietnam. I just wanna know did his leg hurt, was things expensive, things ther were nice? What about the food? But not anything about Vietnam language. He came back and kept using the word "sao" on me.

HELLO! I'M NOT ANY VIETNAM GIRL! NEITHER ARE YOU IN VIETNAM! CAN U WAKE UP UR IDEA AND SNAP BACK TO SINGAPORE? IT'S ONLY MANDARIN AND ENGLISH. AND KEEP ALL UR BAD HABITS THAT U PICKED UP BACK IN VIETNAM. AND KEEP ALL UR HOKKIEN VULGURITIES TO URSELF. IF U HAVE FORGOTTEN ALL THE LANGUAGE MANNERS BECAUSE U SAY ALL SORT OF PROFANITIES IN VIETNAM WITH YOUR FRENDS, I'M SORRY, I DUN ACCEPT ANY OF THOSE. STOP ACTING LIKE AN AH BENG!

Everytime I know how he misses life there, i recall how bad my life here was. He didnt bring me along to experience life there in Vietnam. Yet he came back and keep talking about how great it was. If i willingly let him go, i will be happy to hear anything about it. If not, I'm not at all interested in anything there. In fact I HATE THAT PLACE NOW.

REally, i hate it when he uses Vietnam language, when he misses the place, when he talk to him friends about it. Like have total no sensitivity towards me, whether i feel good listening or reading it or not. Whether do i feel sad when i think of the past 4 days. And it's been a long time since he ever readmy blog. Even when i specifically wrote him books like a personal diary specially for him, he didnt read it. So what to expect.

I'm a bit tired. I only know i have to be a good girl if i dun wanna lose him. Even though i feel that it was im who is at fault and let me down. No apologies or anything.

Emotional turmoil

2011-01-19T09:28:00.001+08:00

My emotions have been very unstable. I feel like I'm going crazy already. Even though I had already agreed to let him go Vietnam on the surface. Deep down I dun feel good. Reason being I dun see why he should go on the trip. I dunno any of the friends he is going with. I dun see why he have $$ to go overseas ($400+) yet he have no $$ to buy my presents that he owed me. Like birthday, 3rd anni and xmas.

I told him my present must be more den $400 each, which is more den the Vietname trip. So I have a valid reason to believe that he can go on trip cause he cannot afford for the present. But he ask why so ex? So I can ask him back why spend 400 on a uselss, umimportant trip. I tried telling not to go, actually I begged him. But he gave a very disappointed and reluctant to agree expression. We had a quarrel and I tot he would understand my point and decide not to go. But when he gave me the expression, I knew he already chose to listen to my sentance of, "I let u go" instead of the "I dun let u go". I kept asking him can he not go and he didn't wanted to answer. Until I prompted he so many times den he say yes.. He will not go. And I blasted him with questions like will u still love me to u will treat me like before rite? He answered all to how I wanted it to be and I was delighted.

I successfully convince myself that he will stay for me. So I let him go. The whole afternoon I told myself that his trip there will be beneficial to me cause he can go buy stuff for me etc. But as the night falls and midnight struck, he sms me wishing me 39th monthsary. I used to smile to myself and feel happy when I read such messages. But I didn't yesterday.

Today morning, I woke up feeling unloved. So I bbm him telling him that the present must be more den the Vietnam trip. But he didn't agree. Until when I threw temper. I just wanted to feel better. That him going on this trip will strengthen out relationship. This few months our relationship is so bad. But he chose to go rather den stay to mend the cracks. This trip has made both of us so unhappy that I think only by letting him go is the only way to save this relationship. But he dunno and cannot understand how I feel.

I'm dumb to sacrifice, dumb to convince myself that he will stay for me, given his reaction. I was also stupid to believe that we will return to normal when we won't. I still senselessly believe that he loves me like before when I can no longer feel it.

Honestly I dun care abt how much my present cost because as long he buy something I like, I'll be happy. But ever since the Vietnam trip, I think the value is important. I feel unhappy that he keep insisting on going. And he blame me for not agreeing to his request to go because he seldom request for things. But the moment he request, it's such a big one. How do I concede to it? Have he thought about my feelings? If I'm mentally ready?

Now I dun want any gift. I also dun expect to have a happy valentine's day. Neither do I have any request for him. The one and only one would be he dun go Vietname, willingly. And not I force him. Jus like how I try to convince myself to let him go Vietnam willingly. Which I tot I could yet failed terribly. I really wanted to let him go. But there are just too many mental hurdle to cross and overcome. I'm small in size, my brain and heart is small. The amount of blows I can take for my heart is limited. So are mental blows and crushes my emotions and my brain.

Now I still hope he will change back which I had wished for since Sep10. But he wun cause he no longer love me as much. My tears no longer work on him. Whatever I say, he dun listen and remember. How he used to care about our future and wedding is no longer there. The man I fell in love with has slowly faded away. He has nv looked back or came back. So I'm telling myself not to place too much hope on this. I no longer expect any celebrations, gifts, care from him. I also dun dare to think abt how we are going to turn back. I have lost hope and become a puppet that does what he wants me to.

I'm this pathetic. Maybe I should give this relationship a serious thought. Cause for. 3 years, he has been unable to meet my standards, read my mind or understand my character. Neither do he open up. I'm someone that dun open up. But he forced me to cause he wanted to know what was going on in my mind. But even if I said, he dun remember nor does he do anything. I'm sick of talking to him I have nothinf I wanna say to him anymore.

It's almost time to end. He dun even read my blog often. So many things I wanna tell him are written here. But he always dun read so he couldn't hear what I had to say. Neither do he blog at our share blog. He only does when I force him. And only when we have problems.

He used to feel sad when I say something hurtful. But everytime I throw temper now, he will throw back at me. It shows only that he no longer love me, no patience towards me and my actions and attitude puts him off. I'm degraded to this extend where I'm like garbage. He didn't care when he scolded me or throw temper when he was the one who pissed me off. Now I truely believe he no longer love me or treat me like his gf. As his world opens up, he will realise i'm not good. He may have other girls out there or have friends to tell him not to treat me so nice. But whatever. All his actions now will only hurt me more. My little heart can no longer take it.

What should I do?

Wo mei zhe me da fang

2011-01-12T00:01:00.002+08:00

The more nonchalant, silent, cool and emotionless you are, the more disgusted, irk, angry, upset, disappointed with you. I hate how my emotions are affected by you and how yours is not affected by me. Shows how important I am. I tot you love me more den I do. Turns out I love u more den u love me. Thanks.. Really.. For waking me up. And I am not so generous to allow my bf to go to a country where some random girl stays in. And this random girl and my bf have a past with. And he nearly didn't wanted to get together with me cause he cannot forget this girl. He was still thinking of her when he called me dear over smses during courtship. a girl that he was thinking right before he decides to be with me? Unless this person isn't my bf. Den he can go anywhere. I'm feeling so unsecured that I can no longer trust anyone. Someone save me.. Who would allow her bf to go Vietnam and know that some random girl stays there? And he even describe the feeling the girl gave was indescribable. How I treat him was incomparable to how she treated him. Am I that bad. Or is she that good? I feel so inferior, so hurt. I can't stop my imagination from running wild.

Hurtful eyes, hands and heart.

2011-01-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

The moment you decided not to give chase, it's all over already.

Happy 2011

2011-01-03T23:37:00.002+08:00

Happy new year everyone! It's officially 2011 and have you set any resolutions for this year? I havent really. But just wanna review my 2010 which I thought was rather fruitful.

Firstly, I stayed through my horrendous job and although was unbearable, but for the sake of money I'll perservere. Then I took my first uni exams and passed 2 out of 4. It was a rather good achievement cause I dun go to school often and I skipped them instead. So I feel quite happy that I cleared 2 units. I'm telling myself to pass all 4 this year.

Den I had my 22nd birthday party at Dbl O and had a huge quarrel with my boyfriend. Other then these, all was normal. Oh yea! And most importantly, I got my driving license. Hehez~!

This year will be a challenging one since I've told myself to pass all 4 units. Also, my muffin is going to Aus for his degree and it will be a tough time without my rightie (or leftie) Michelle and muffin can fight it out for who to be rightie and leftie.

Other den exams and muffin's take-off. I think will be saving up money for Taiwan trip in August. I promised JL to go on a trip with him be seemed like the timing aint really right. So we'll have to see again. Therefore I have to spend lesser and save up more.

Not really easy cause I still owe people their pressie and ya.. A lot of them. Have to really keep to my budget.

Chinese new year will be here soon. Have to buy new clothes and everything real soon. Hopefully this year can be a smooth year and i'm able to achieve my goals, with passing all 4 modules being the top priority. Going Taiwan as the second. Also, I wanna brush up my driving asap. =)

Ok... Update soon.. =)

2010-12-07T11:40:00.001+08:00

MY cramps is killing me. WAH!!!

I'm feeling so lazy to do my hmework and revision etc.. Rargh!

I'm hungry... Roar!

I need to eat.

I wanna shop.

I wanna eat dim sum.

I wanna stuff myself with food and not gain weight and flabs.

I wanna go bathe.

Bye

It got me thinking hard.

2010-11-24T07:24:00.001+08:00

I'm omw to school now although I am super tired. I slept at 3 plus am last night and woke up at 6 plus to prepare for school. And here I am, on the bus already. First thing is I think my classmate, Karen haven't wake up yet. So I dunno if she's gonna pon lecture or not. Anyway, I just headed to school.

Last night I had a fun night cause both my best friends were playing on my PS3 and enjoying it. Even my boyfriend enjoyed it. We went for Astons and KOI. Hmmm... It's sinful so I've decided to watch my diet today and tomorrow. While bui bui was driving me home from school, he told me something. His mum feels that we won't get married, which is contrary to what all the young people feel around us. (Karen, Angel, Michelle etc.) So after this statement (bui bui told me, not his mum), my initial feelings were sad and angry. I feel that she shouldn't make such comment cause afterall we've been together for 3 years and it's like telling us our efforts will be wasted. And I kept thinking that it is my problem that she made this statement. She I felt a little pissed but how she judge my character.

It's true that bui bui did helped me portray a nice person in front of his mum. It's not that I'm not. But neither am I those very gentle person. I'm fierce and unreasonable at times. So maybe she felt that our temper will send us on the road to doomsday. So I kinda showed a black face over dinner. But this statement got me thinking real hard. So after bui bui went home, we bbm-ed on this topic till 12 plus before I shooed him to bed cause he will have a super long day tml.

So after we stopped bbm-ing and before I went to bed, I thought a lot. I reckon that maybe what his mum predicted would come true. The truth is that we belong to 2 different worlds in terms or lifestyle and upbringing. He has habits that I can't tolerate so does he. Other den that, I admit that I'm not all girlfriend material. I'm violent, fierce, childish and pampered. And I really mean it. I'm kinda never gentle to my boyfriend or even at times, torturing him.

Sometimes I really wonder how he can stand me. Other den hitting him, I shout at him. And I'm the only one in the relationship that shouted "Cut!" throughout the whole relationship. I'm serious. There are times he will throw temper or quarrel with me. But never had he said once about breaking up. The way he handles the relationship is so matured that my immature attitude may just explode his patience time bomb. I believe both our parents can see that he is the one giving in rather den me. I always have the thoughts that one day he will just erupt and I'll be left with nothing. Solution is to treat him better? How to? I always complained to him that I dun understand him. I always feel that he is not portraying 100% of himself while I had already done dat. I've gave him all the nonsense and everything. While I haven't really received from him. Is he really like dis, or is he keeping it under wraps?

I do mind certain habits of him, like smoking and able to save up. He has a complicated family and I think one of the possible reason would be me not able to withstand the stress from all the family problems. Financial is another issue. So is education. I'm not saying that he isn't good. Till now I dun see a problem cause I've known this gentleman for 10 years, and I'm used to mixing with all kinds of people. But it's all now. What about future when I go to work? It'll all change. The bottom line is I'm not confident in myself. Maybe his mum is right.

Btw, I boarded this bus that has the same layout of the bus I took to work while having attachment. It gives me a lot of memories because it was that period that we got close and got together. Always sms-ing on the bus or chatting on phone. I still remember sometimes I dun wanna reply him cause I wanna sleep on bus. So funny. It's been a lost feeling now cause we've grown to a stage where we wun sms/bbm each other non stop. Neither do we flirt with each other and ask each other had we eaten lunch, what we had. So when I saw the seats, I smiled.

I'm quite worried about our future. But it's all too early to say. But it really got me thinking. So marriage is not really on my mind anymore.

Ok. I lazy to type liaoz. Bye. On a side note. This blog is kinda abandoned. So I dunn o how long before this post gets read by someone or even him. Time to relive my blog.

Mini 7S

2010-11-22T15:39:00.001+08:00

=))) *Big smile
Cause kor kor bought me a mini 7S with Hello Kitty films. So happy. Went ECP for steamboat. Was rather good. But the drinks is way too expensive.

Ok.. I dun wanna blog liaoz. Cause the drilling upstairs is driving me nuts. And I'm still not feeling well. =(

My troublesome gastric

2010-11-20T01:24:00.002+08:00

My gastric tortured me since last week. This week it was getting better until Tues where I was really able to eat real well with good appetite and stuff like that.

But today, after having early dinner and Koi milk tea, it decided to visit me again. Now i feel like vomiting, like usual. An I have the uncomfortable feeling like last week. Guess was the milk tea cause gastric patients ain't really supposed to drink milk or sourish stuff and caffeine. Well.. I hae been cutting my chilli intake a lot. I really mean a lot. Now I also dunno how to deal with it. So fast Nov already. Somemore 37th month le.. Dec come fast. I love Christmas. I celebrate because of Santa Claus and the spirit of giving and sharing. I wanna do christmas shopping. But the first thing I needa do now is to sleep.

Lastly, I love my bf! =D

2010-11-15T23:35:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since I blogged. I had a simple and budget 3rd anni celebration. But it's ok. Recently have been busy with work and school and family. Well.. I'm looking after my nieces almost everyday. Bathing them and feeding them. Accompany them also.

While work is getting more and more hectic. Maybe more of a overworking and super underpaid. Well.. I have a very sadistic boss and a lot of problems because HQ is desperately under-staffed. And she still wanna cut cost. She continue like dis, her business will plunge till no return. Cause no staf would be happy.

Today brought my rabbit for grooming cause my rabbit really need on. And heard about Missy's case. It's really damn sad and annoying. She hadn't change at all.. Ok. I need to do homework le. =)

I value my weekends

2010-10-09T18:48:00.000+08:00

Today is Muffin's 22nd birthday! Happy birthday muffin love. We went Zoo although we were denied entry but still had fun cause we still got to picnic. Bui bui came to fetch us and here we are at Marina Square. Bui bui is having his dinner while my appetite is totally spoilt. Actually I've been craving for Ajisen for quite some time but haven't got to eat it. I tot I may get to eat it but well.. No chance today.

Den I wanted to drink soup. He said he dun wanna walk too far. Den I suggested to go foodcourt. Recently we hv been super budget and I'm such a good food lover have to save $$ and just eat normally and not extravagantly. But he knew I was sad and suggested going Souperlicious. Halfway on our way there I talked to him. This whole week he has been tired and not accompanying much. I also didn't make any special request regarding food. So I just playful joke with him and he gave me the very irritated look and asked me not to play. His actions and attitude this whole week already made me sad n disappointed. And that action totally did it all.

So now I'm sitting in the foodcourt. Throwing temper. Not eating while he already finished his chicken rice cause I forced him to go buy. And he used a very bad tone and said in future if he dun wanna eat, den I cannot insist he eat with me.

Ever since the birthday incident. ( He treated me like I'm invisible on MY birthday party and did silly things) I realised we kinda drifted apart. Seriously I'm not really harping over it. I've been trying to improve myself as a girlfriend. People who knows me well know that I'm a pampered princess and treats me bf kinda badly. But I've been trying to treat him this few weeks. But wat I got was cold treatment. Dun wanna do this n that. Dun wanna go here and there. I mean, weekend is the only time I can relax, get away from skool and everything. (Even work comes on sat) so I cherish my weekend. For me to do a lot of things like go further places or do things I wun have time to do on a weekday. Haiz.. But he dun seem to understand my point. He kept complaining about tiredness. The saddest thing was he complained it was far to walk to Suntec for dinner. I'm a littler speechless. Now I feel exactly how I felt on my birthday.

My 22nd birthday

2010-09-19T22:50:00.002+08:00

I spent 2 days enjoying for my birthday. On Frida, it's my father's birthda. I went to work half day and went for my facial appointment and manicure. Was having a rather good time until i finished my manicure.

Apparently I tot I would be given discount. But I wasnt and I spent $172 there. Which the nails have cracks after 2 days, which is today. Forget it.. I'm not going back to that place.

Yesterday I went for lunch with my aunt and cousin because it's her birthday. We went Sun with Moon at Wheelock and after that, went to Heerens to meet Michelle and gang. Went Kiseki for Japanese buffet and seriously, $40 for the buffet is considered worth. We had so much fun there, playing games with the fruit juice shots as punishment.

Went home to change before going to DBL O. So many people were there. Fishie, Alex kor, Joyce, Muffin, Bui, Xing, my 2 sis, Da Jie, Juan Jie and SYG. Damaged was $500. 2 bottles of hard liquor, 1 sparkling wine, 20 shooters, 2 jugs of beer. Nectarie's strawberry shortcake was fabulous.

Went home at around 2 plus 3...

Woke up today at 10am today and went for lunch at Kichi Kichi, City Square mall.. Went home after that for dinner and cake cutting. tomorrow school starting. Can see Sharon le! =)

Lazy to blog.

2010-09-08T18:53:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I last blogged. Cause I too lazy. Now sitting at the salon waiting so blog lorz. My birthday is nearing and I have a few things in mind. My "special" earphone. Only michelle knows. My harajuku lovers summer edition full set. Incanto bliss. Getting my high heels and birthday dress. Partt's gonna at butter fac most likely. So wat u guys gonna get for me? Hmmm..

Wash hair time! Tata!

Happy 33rd month!

2010-07-19T13:23:00.002+08:00

Today is 19th again.. Hehez~!
Hasn't been blogging cause quite lazy. Btw, life has been the same and I actually has more things to do. Luckily I hasn't been spending much before I know that I dun have much money.

Family is facing another crisis.. It's like the stress and unpredictabilities that is scaring us. MCP if bought over by Giant. And sadly, my MCP here will be converted to a Giant, thus, making competition for us tougher. It is a a bad thing and some times, I envy people who dun have such problems.

Btw, it's been a long time since I last saw my cousin and my aunt. Think wanna meet them one day.. And on a random part, I wanna diet and lose weight so badly..

Tday skipped work cause too tired. Tml have to go back and clear those shit. Most prob have to work till 6pm to clear up those work.. Will see how again.

Big disappointment..

2010-07-08T09:43:00.002+08:00

I think I'm not a good judge when it comes to character. It took me 2 years, 8 months and 18 days to see the true side of someone. Everything started on Tuesday. After he came back from camp, he was all so excited about what happened in camp and kept talking about it. He once complained to me that I'm not caring enough to what happen to him in the day. So I listened. The spark that led to this bad cold war was his ex. He told me about his ex having plans to get married. And that his camp mate told him to get ready some money for the "red bomb". So my first reaction was, "why you have to go?" And his reaction back to me was, "why can't I go?" So I told him he can go himself. So we went to the bank together to deposit some $$ and all was still good. He wasn't aware that I was feeling unhappy already.

Dinner was Macdonald which I totally have no craving for. And the smell of it puts me off totally. But knowing he likes and there's nothing else I wanna eat, I forced myself to have a nugget meal. Reached home and started eating. I knew he was tired and need to book in very early the next day, so I wanted to let him off early. He quickly packed the rubbish and wanted to take off already. The thing that pissed me off was there wasn't any hugs nor kisses. Everytime he leaves, it seems like I have to request for it. Or to make it sound nicer, I kinda have to remind him. So, adding on to the previous displeasure, I threw temper. And he used a very bad tone to ask why I threw temper. And I told him about the hugging and kissing. So till he left, that was still no hugs nor kisses. So what was the rationale of telling him what's bothering me? No actions will be taken. So it's redundant to tell him.

Next day, I woke up with a bad left foot. All of a sudden it felt pain when I stand and walk. I ignored it and went for work. Work was ok, just packing some replenish goods for the outlets. Den my boss asked me to follow her to the shops to get some stuff done. Left office at 11plus and spend my next 4 hours walking around the malls. Went centrepoint then mandarin gallery, followed by wisma atria ans shuffled among 3 outlets. Kept walking till my foot got worse. Had lunch with my boss and headed back to office. My foot was really bad that I had to call a cab to sent me home. Didn't even went to fetch the kids. Walking up and down the stairs in my house was a torture. Walked like a toddler who just learnt how to get up and down the stairs.

So after he booked out, he came over. Feeling more appeased, I just ignore him and even prepared myself to go to the bank and go for dinner with him. He saw me limping and didn't know what happened. So he kept asking about it and I kept mum. Even I dunno what happened to my foot. The only thing I knew was it's painful. So we reached TM and he was looking for a parking lot. And I threw temper at him because he wasn't alert enough to notice a car leaving. So he shouted at me, "You throw what temper?" Still feeling bitter over what happened the previous night, this sentence ignited my flames once again. I got off the car and slammed the door, and headed to the cash deposit machine myself. After depositing the $$ I headed towards the bus interchange and waited for a bus home. Bus took foerever to come so I walked away and went Tampines One. He didn't even realise I walked away. I went there and checked somethings out. Bought myself a sandwich and a dorayaki for dinner. Den he sms and asked where was I. I gotten my purchases and went over to wait for a cab. The cab too, took ages. So I wanted to try my luck to see if he was still around. I went to the TM carpark and saw an empty lot. He left. Stranded me alone at the mall. So in the end, I took a cab home myself.. With a painful left foot.

Sat in my living, cried a like a baby while he watched. He was home waiting for my return. I ate one slice of the sandwich and really didn't have the appetite for other stuff. So I went to shower, still crying.. Got out of the shower and prep myself for bed.. And still crying. Somehow, I cried myself to sleep and woke up this morning with super puffy eyes. Dragged myself to work. Foot is feeling better, though still will be a little painful at times.

Why was I so upset with him wanting to go to the wedding was that it's not even a confirm thing. Not confirm marrying or not, nor was there any news of him getting invited. Plus, the two of them ain't in contact anymore. No phone calls, no meet ups. And worse of all not even on talking terms. He have so many weddings that he was invited to and so many he skipped. And this time round, he was all so excited to go. If u miss her, say out. Dun tell me u dun treat her as friend already and still wanna attend her wedding. What big irony.

Secondly, we have been together for 2 years plus. Do I have to remind him to kiss me before he leaves? Do I? And I'm in fucking bad mood, he didn't even bother sms-ing to ask what happened. I only received 3 sms from him yesterday. Can't he be more sensitive to my feelings. He know I dun have good impression with his ex yet he shows interest in this wedding, as if he will definitely be invited.

Den, I threw temper because I was really angry with him, yet he shouted at me as if I'm unreasonable. Excuse me, u fucking pissed me off first, u haven't apologise and expect me to forgive you? Is it what ur fucked up people around u taught you? Or mixing with ur friends makes u forget about my existence that u didn't even bother sms-ing me? The most hurtful thing was I was left all alone at the mall to fend for myself. I dun hv my ez-link card with me and I only have limited cash. Yet he didn't bother looking for me and just went off like that? Comfortably waiting for me at my place, discussing game ralated stuff with my brother? What kind of guy is he? He is tired? I'm equally tired!

I reckon that in future, if we're married, that are bound to be situations like this, where he pisses me off and I ignore him. But is it the way he should show when he is obviously in the wrong and yet still throw his tantrums at me? He can throw me at the mall, alone n injured and frankly speaking, I was alone for only one hour, and this includes going home myself. He rather spend the one hour waiting for me at home, then walk around Tampines to look for me? I cannot imagine a longer life with him if his true colors are as above after only 2 years. Things will definitely get worse if I spend more time with him. He used to see me as important and whenever he is with his friends, I'm like totally forgotten and almost invisible. Only when he's away from them, I feel real again. Am I the backup plan? I'm suppose to be ur priority. I'm constantly doubtful because he is always enjoying himself in camp, like going out for lunch, go fish spa, watch movie and play lan. While I slog my life out till I injure myself, yet still got shoutings from that bastard. Plus this is the first time I walked away and hid from him. I have never done it before. If I'm always doing this, he would know where I'll be and he may know I'm safe and dun look for me. But first time? And already just left without searching, or gave me the sense that he was worried. Like so nonchalant?

Even the seemed nicest guy is like that. How can I tell myself this guy is worth it. I'm definitely not important anymore. You see, he wun coax me anymore, I becomes the background when he us with his friends, he can leave me alone, not able to walk properly. What else can he do to me? I cannot imagine. And FYI, I only had lunch and a slice of sandwich yesterday, nothing else. My appetite is totally destroyed by him. My eyes are still swollen and it hurts while I blink or closes my eyes. What should I do? I think this time round is really a serious case. It hurt not only me but made me lose a lot of confidence in him and this relationship. What should I do?

2010-07-07T19:06:00.003+08:00

Conclusion I've reached... Additional piercings on my cousin looks ugly on her Not jealous or sour grapes or wat. I think piercing are nice. But just it doesn't suit her style and her face. Face is the key word. When see piercings n her face together gives a weird feeling.. Trying too hard.. Cause it just doesn't suit. Even though she likes it and think it's nice.. Ok.. Done..

2010-07-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.. Tell me ur views on piercings. Not the normal ones that is on the loop of ur ears...

Hetic work..

2010-06-24T18:18:00.002+08:00

Have been busy at work.. So I'll just roughly summarise what happened these few days..

My sis went HK last Friday and came back 3 days ago. Bought me 3 bottles of perfme by Mariah Carey, a pair of chopsticks, dvd, gums etc...

While she was in HK, I went dbl o with my bf, bought 3 pairs of sandals, went ECP with the kids.

BF has been busy preparing for his exams. Hopefuly he can pass.

I'm so going to shop around soon. Kekez~! So many things to buy!

Corsets!!!

2010-06-15T00:11:00.004+08:00

Say love to corsets and no to ugly looking tube tops. I'm a fan of tube tops, of course the nice looking ones.. ButI'm a huge fan of corsets!! I'm a member of De' Corselete and I went to their opening on Saturday and got 3 pieces right away! Cause I'm entitled to 20% discount. 15% storewide and additional 5% for members.. Here are my loots.

Bought a purple, a white and a black. Camera doesn't show properly the colours. I've set my eyes on another 2 piece and I'm planning to get it next month. I also planned to get my Harajuku Lovers summer edt next month. J.Lo's sunkissed and Glow blue. So many things to buy. But I cannot spend too much cause I have to save up for my Louboutins, KL trip and birthday party!! Woohoo! Last year's party was a big bang. I want this year to be fun but of a smaller scale. Clubbing is a must and dinner too. I'm planning a countdown at the club. But just havent decide which club to visit.

This is why I'm visiting those I'm interested and decide which one to visit on my birthday. So fun~!

Taking a break on Friday and Saturday and meeting SL darling.. And JL too.. Den I wanna go shopping. Maybe get some skirt, sandals and tops. Too many dresses. And sadly, I have not buy any perfum recently. And not gotten any shoes. These 2 are my "proudest" collection. Chopsticks kinda died off. Becoz I dunno where most of them are now.

Today my house area pasar malam opened. And I bought a couple ring with bui bui. Don't faint when you see it. Kekez~! =DDD

Mine is pink while bui bui's blue. It's the same pattern. But bui bui asked why there isn't any pig. KEkez~! Cause no pig lorz.. Only Doraemon... Bui bui still thinking why I bought 4 rings.. 2 for the kids, 2 for us.. =)) I'm just so full of stupid ideas.. Lol..

i love bui bui.. =)

2010-06-14T00:22:00.000+08:00

I love my boyfriend. Cause he is so sweet to me.. Today we went IT fair and got a dvd player. The dvd player cost $149. Today went with kor kor, myself, bui bui, mic and wenzi..

My gum is feeling better cause less swollen and pain.. Cause of the medication and everything. But now my room very warm. Cause the air con spoil again. Anyone wanna donate an air con to me? Must call my mummy to change air con. Must!!

I realise bui bui treat me and my friends so nice. Yet I never treat him good. Today supposed to go his house early. In the end he couldn't wake me up and only went to his place at eleven. Hehez.. Lesser time with each other..

Btw I'm so ready for this sat's clubbing.. Damn looking forward. Ok.. I'm tired le. I wanna sleep le..

MC

2010-06-10T20:04:00.002+08:00

Today I'm on MC.. Cause my gum swollen and lymph node swollen. I was given 2 days MC. So I'm still thinking whether to go wok tml not.

Just received a sms to go corset shopping this Saturday. I wanna buy corsets! I Saturday will go with Bui Bui. And hopefully can get a more casual one and a white one. Will see again. Hehez! Tell bui bui after he reach my house.

Planned to slack at Bui's place on Sunday one. But realise cannot cause it's IT fair.. So.. Saturday is shopping trip and Sunday is IT fair.. Kekez~! I'm all so excited about the corsets and maxi dresses I'm gonna hunt on Saturday. And probably, wear my black one on Saturday too. I wanna buy lot'sa corset.. I want a pink, white and a pure black one.. Kekez~! Will slowly go hunt on Saturday.. Guess I'm gonna spend an hour there.. Kekex~! =)

holiday plans..

2010-06-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

I'm planning to go KL this coming August with Bui Bui.. I think I will drop plans to go HK with my aunt due to budget problems.. If I go Aug, I wanna go 3days.. Or 4 days.

I'm not feeling well because of swollen gums, dizziness and headache. Quite terrible. Now I need people to tell me where to visit in KL that is more fun. Ming Kun say KL only shopping lehz. Or should I go HK in Aug.. But only 4 days. Like a little waste money.. Hmmm.. See first bah..

ITE enrolment.

2010-05-26T00:18:00.003+08:00

Today went AMK ITE to enrol Bui Bui's Nitec course. Hopefully he will complete it soon.

Today went steamboat with Mic n Muffin. Den went for desserts.

Bui Bui also sent me to Bugis and fetch me home. So sweet...

Hehez~! I love him in short.. Cause he so sweet to me.. =)

Last paper to go.

2010-05-21T17:48:00.000+08:00

Today I went into the examination hall feeling all so low morale and "confidence-less" cause Law requires me to know the concept, what are the statutes involved and case laws that occurred. Of course, I did not manage to remember everything. I was feeling so depressed that I kept telling Michelle and Muffin that I'll die and I'm dying.

I manage to answer all the questions required which is 4 out of 8. I wrote a decent length with all the facts I know and statutes used. Mostly not rubbish. I really hope I can pass because I put in a lot of effort in answering the questions.

Now I'm left with MA and I have to mug double hard because it's my core module. So.. I go home rest den study liaoz. Holidays here I come!!

Happy 31st Month!

2010-05-19T13:47:00.003+08:00

It's the 19th again. Well.. No celebration cause really very budget. But maybe going out for dinner tonight. Friday will be my paper. Damn kan chiong. Must mug real hard.

Muffin and BFF is coming my house for dinner. It's been a LONG LONG time since I last saw them.. So, we will meet! =)

3 more days

2010-05-18T00:30:00.002+08:00

Let e blog before I continue with my revision. I'm left with 3 more days before my third paper and I'm working real hard on it. I hope i can pass and do well for it.

TOday I went Bui Bui's houe to revise but I only did some revision cause I was sleeping the whole day. I slept only at 3am and was feeling really tired.

Well, in 1 day's time I'll be celebrating with Bui Bui our 31st Monthsary. Time really pass so fast. We've been together for 2 years and 7 months. It's been a wonderful journey with him and it feels that we have been together for ages. Probably cause we knew each other for too long.

AFter my exams I wanna enjoy with Bui Bui. So maybe we can go Orchard Central, FEP to do some shopping. Hehez~!

He has been giving me full support during this period and I'm really grateful for his support and understanding. He allow me to study at his place, bu me food, chauffeur me to and from exams and staying over at my place to make sure I wake up on time. But poor him had his muscles below his ribcage strained and now he is in pain. Seen the doctor today and hopefully, he'll feel better.

After exam I wanna meet JL, snow white, fishie, muffin and mic. So many people to meet. So many things to buy. I wanna go shopping and buy lot'sa things. And maybe G-Mask my new gadgets, buy earphones etc.. So many things to do... Haiz.. But right now have to revise.. And sleepy bugs have invaded my body, first defense shuting down: My eyes.. Damn!

failing my micro

2010-05-13T11:06:00.001+08:00

This is the first time I walk out of an examination hall 1 hour after the paper commenced. I've tried all the questions I knew and I know for sure I'm gonna fail. I contemplated to skip the paper but after much persuasion by Bui Bui, I went for it. I did not regret coming because at least I attempted 7 questions while I'm supposed to try 11 questions. But, I still dun have the confidence to pass. So I'm planning to retake this paper and mug real hard for the next 2, law and management accounting. Please dun come tempt me with some weird weird things..

I cannot blame others for my failure cause it's all because of my laziness and effortless revision I did. I do regret for being lazy but there is nothing I can do since I already left the examination hall. The only console I gave myself is that I attempted those I know. Well, I still have 2 chances left. If I pass 3, I still have the chance of graduating next year, if not.. One more year lorz.. Suan le lar.. Tale it as a real hard lesson lorz.

It's one of the greatest decision.

2010-05-07T01:22:00.003+08:00

It seemthat my family has kinda decided to put my good old dog to sleep. Just the thought makes me wanna cry. Sounds cruel? I suggested it, but I'm the one who is the one who is the most relunctant to.

My dog joined my family when I was about 5 or 6 years old. He is with me for at least 15 years. I dun bring him out for walks, he stays in a confined place and wasn't pampered at all. All my friends who saw him were so afraid of him because he barks madly at strangers. He is not toilet trained and when he was still a young chap, he forces his way out and was nearly hit by a car.

He loves sleeping bags and he once dashed into my room and attacked the maple syrup we had for hotcakes. He know simple command and listens to my woes. I talk to him when I'm sad.

But being an old dog, his health started deteoriating. I really can feel his loyalty towards us. He is an easily jealous dog. He doesn't allow any dogs to come near me. He attacks them. So when Buddy joined my family about 2 years ago. He was constantly guarding against him. I cannot go near either dogs at that time.

But Brian's ear and eyes were failing very badly, he can't see or hear anymore. Today I tried touching him and it kinda scare him because he doesn't know that I was approaching him. His front teeth was falling off and his hind legs cannot support him anymore. He couldn't eat properly and he is left with skin. He used to be a musclar dog but now, u can see the contour of his ribcage. It really hurts me alot.

I admit that I am a super bad owner and I as thinking of letting him go so he doesn't have to suffer. Sometimes when he stands up, his actions was just like a drunkard who can't stand properly. He is relly that bad. But I could not forget how nice he was to me. How he wagged his tail when he saw me. Me hugging him on my dad's pick-up when he came with my dad to fetch me.

But he has to go one day. And frankly speaking, I'm so afraid of that day. I dunno what the ultimate decision would be. But I just wanna say I love my dog. If I have anothe dog, I promise I will treat him very very nice. I love you Brian..

sea of plushies.

2010-05-03T00:46:00.000+08:00

I'm laying on my sea of plushies. I'm not an exact fan of them. But sometimes they are too adorable to reject. Newest addition is a pink sheep which I call Meh Meh. She comes from a UFO machine at Bugis Junction arcade. I have 2 bears, 1 monkey, 1 tofu, 1 mickey, 1 tigger, 1 totoro, 1 stitch and 1 sheep with me. So every night, they will roll off the bed. And one of the bears happen to be half of my size. His name is Valentine.

Today I managed to study micro, like yesterday. We had a great time at bui bui house. I studied while they played mahjong and watch horror. That's my nieces, sis, bf, mic n vin.

I'm off to bed already. Who will roll off tonight? Meh meh I guess.

Falsies

2010-04-28T17:40:00.002+08:00

I think falsies had became a "must-have" in ladies' make-up pouches. But sadly, it had not make its way to mine. Not that I dun like but because I just dun look good in it. I always thought that falsies look good on everyone but I was wrong.

I wore my first falsie back in 2008 for my make-over shot. Den I bought a lot for myself thinking that they look nice and I'll venture myself into putting on fake lashes. I first wore it out last year for shopping trip and I kinda like the effect. But after that I met Jia Liang one day with fake lashes and he told me it wasn't nice. I wore it to Kiah Kiat's wedding and Mic & gang told me I look weird in it.

I thought that it could be the lashes I picked which isn't nice. So i bought another box and wore it during one of the CNY outings with my bf. And I look damn ridiculous in it. I just look so weird. Till now, I have not worn it yet. Thinking I may have a chance soon, I was given the chance to when I went for the annual make over shoot this year in March.

The MUA put glue on the lash and sticked on my left eye already. But she took it off and I was given mascara instead and nothing else. While my sisters were given beautiful lashes that enhanced their eyes so much.

So tell me.. Am I suitable to wear fake lashes? Cause I badly want.

My bf threaten to peel off my falsies if he ever see me wear it. And I wanna try wearing them this weekend again. I dun care.. Even if it's just a dinner trip.. Haiz... Falsies!!!

Yi Hao Xiong Zai finale!

2010-04-23T15:26:00.000+08:00

People who are fan of "Yi Hao Xiong Zai" please tune in to channel 8 at 3am tonight. It's the finale and I'm definitely watching. Hehez!

Runny nose has been attacking me and I have used one packet of thick tissues. Haiz.. I'm left with one pack till 6pm later. I dragged myself to school cause I know I must come.

Later going airport to send muffin off to Thailand. Feeling worried cause it's chaotic there. But according to my bf, the place muffin's going isn't anywhere near Bangkok. So, lesser danger from the riot. But.. The gong tau there also very scary. I must remind him not to hook any girls up. That's all..

30th Monthsary!!!

2010-04-20T14:14:00.002+08:00

Yea!!!! Yesterday was Bui Bui & my 30th monthsary. We had a real good time and we spent a lot of money lorz.. Gonna eat grass till next month liaoz.

We celebrated for 3 days lehz.. Hahaz~! Starting from Saturday night till yesterday. On sat we went Orchard road to shop. We went ION and Wisma and I got myself 2 pairs of shorts and a cardigan. Wore my new dress from LadiesConcept and we had dinner at Food Republic. I had my favourite xiao wan mian and we shopped at ION Berksha and I saw a skirt and top I like. I still contemplating to buy or not to. We went home after that I changed to sandals before heading to somewhere called Changi Airport.. Hehez~! we went terminal 3 TCC to slack. We drank coffe and ate chicken wings. And there, my boyfriend dirtied my dress with coffee and now, it's stain... But surprisingly, I wasnt very very angry.

After that we went to color the coloring thingy. We colored all 10 designs and brought it home. there bui bui slept at my place and I was telling my BF to watch yi hao xiong zai with me.. It's showing on every Friday & Saturday on Channel 8, 3am.. I really like the show and the show is halfway through already. I already forgot the storyline but i remember myself liking this show alot. In the end I watched with my dad while Mr Lin slept like a pig.

Sunday I woke up rather late and we didnt go out for breakfast. Instead, we just headed out for Plaza Singapura to look for Michelle. Cause S.H.E having autograph session there. Delivered butterscotch popcorns to her and went for my lunch at Pasta Mania. That outlet seriously have problem. Everytime I go there, I order chicken bolognese and I was always served beef bolognese, which obviously I cannot eat. After that I went to get my Hello Kitty Calculator. It's $32.90 can.. But I have to buy a calculator for exams. And since I have to buy, I'll rather buy one that I like lorz. Went home to change after that for seafood dinner.

We went Jumbo @ East Coast for our yearly routine. This is the 3rd time we are visiting there. We had chilli crab, fried fish in oyster sauce, scallop with baby kai lan and lobster salad. Last year we skipped lobster salad and ordered prawns. This year, we wanted to have bamboo clams but because of the Iceland eruption, bamboo clams were out of stock. So missed the chance to eat. After haveing dinner, we had desert, longan jelly for bui bui and black glutinous rice with ice cream. And surprisingly, it taste really good.

Went Kbox with bui bui after that and reached home at 2 plus. After dating for so long, that was the first time we go kbox together, just ourselves. But we really enjoyed ourselves singing lorz..

The actually day came and I woke up with egg muffin from Macdonald and headed to Bugis to take neoprints. After which we went VivoCity and took the Sentosa express to Sentosa Underwater World. We managed to catch the dolphin and fur seal shows and I managed to touch them and take photo with them. I volunteered to play with dolphin, which is to play with hula hoop. Obviously i can't and i look weird. But nvm, I wasn't the spotlight. The spotlight was the dolphin. We paid to take photo with the seal and true, they are so cute.

I also touched a snake larz.. The next time I go back, I wanna go universal studio and go other attractions. Had dinner at VivoCity and went Daiso before going home. Passed by a fatal accident near rocher road. So sad.. Think that's all..

I will receive my pressie today.. Dunno what will I get.. I want my wei shen me, wei shen me, wei shen me~!

bad girl

2010-04-14T14:25:00.000+08:00

I'm on my way to school already. Skipped 2 lessons this week. So I feel like a very bad girl. And I am feeling super sleepy now. I'm very enthu about dieting to slim this fat pig down (me). Haiz.. But I seem to be unable to control my food intake can.. Haiz to the max.

Jay chou's concert tickets were snapped out within 2 hours. Luckily, due to budget constraint, I already decided to give it a miss. Imagine I was all ready to go and realise I can't get any tickets.. I'll definitely cry like hell man. Haiz.. Buy DVD.

But never mind.. 19th april will be here soon. Dunno wat pressie I will get. Looking forward to the seafood this sunday. Soooo.. Gotta control this week liaoz.. Wo yao shou!!!

lyris' birthday!

2010-04-08T07:44:00.000+08:00

Today is lyris birthday. I will meet her after my lesson. I'm on my way to school now. Tonight we will cut cake with her but before that, this sweetie pie wanna go sing songs. Ain't she adorable?

I kinda have problem coping studies and with such heavy workload at work, I think I will go crazy soon. My new colleague has been leaving mess for us to clear up. True enough we have to help each other but isn't it a bit exaggerating that I am doing his job everyday since his mentor left? He could be faster, less careless. A job he did for 3 weeks already, he can still make mistakes now. I have been trying to help him a lot and I really dun want him to get scolding anymore.

But I can't accomplish all this without him bucking up.

Today still have to go trim eyebrows and buy popcorn. My girl loves popcorn. Karen's skipping school today coz she's too tired. So I'll see her tml. Have to go buy lyris' shoes either tomorrow or saturday. Looking forward to sunday's sinful dinner.

And good new is, JL hit his walking target during therapy.. So we are meeting on Saturday for Swensen's! Get ready your money dude!

I so wanna meeyt RQ lao gong cause I super long didn't see him, except for the coincidental meeting at E!Hub. I wanna talk to him.. Oh.. And I miss muffin and fishieamam and roy!! That one also super long never see him liaoz..

The radio drama

2010-03-31T10:08:00.002+08:00

I just feel like blogging this shit outta my mind. Seriously, Ris Low as a DJ is bad enough. When I first heard the news, I was shocked and unwilliing for the change to Shan & Rozz show. But you see, we are the listener not the management so I can't really say anything. So I tuned in on Monday's show, hoping to hear her to see how she'll fare. (I am definitely not a fan of hers.) She was freaking late can. Late for first day of work, minus marks! So she apparantly wasn't there until I left the office.

I usually listen to all of 987's shows during work and normally the Muttons on my bf's lorry. Well, I like all of the shows and I find them already ok. Adding in Ris Low may not be the cleverest decision. Well, first she can't even speak properly and radio shows' most important criteria is to be eloquent, fluent and proper diction. She failed miserably for all this. Never mind. The management already said they want her in because of her "reputation" and not her skills. This reminds me of the unfair decision for stopping Soo's show because they find that she can't speak as well as what they expected. Well, I do like her. And I don't Ris Low, after all these events.

Last night Ris left early for whatever launch she was having without informing her co-hosts beforehand. She freaking just reported for work the 2nd day and she think she is a superstar? Late and leaving early for some other things? Can she be more professional? I agree that Rozz leaving the show early isn't very nice too. But well, try to understand her more. This is her show for 3 years. She put in effort, build up her fan base and now someone just came and sort of ruin her hardwork. Plus, Ris obviously isn't showing respect for the show. You see, you can't come and go as you wish.

And the best part, she blamed the contract that she signed for not being clear. Isn't it ironic? It's a contract that binds you and you signed it even though it's not clear to you? Are you just trying to push the blame away? Hey com'on, 0600 hr and 1600 hr is like 10 hours apart. 0600 is 6am in the morning? Den if u say u saw it as 0600, did u report to work at freaking 6am in the morning? No right? Then why still explain? 1600 is obviously 4pm. You know u're joining the Shan & Rozz show, you should already know that the show starts at 4pm. Are u really that stupid? Can you at least research about your upcoming job and not expect people to go by your ways just because you are a fallen beauty queen?

And can u imagine this so-called beauty queen blamed the pagent's management for concealing the fact that she was involved in a wrong? OMG! That is how irresponsible this little girl here is. She is obviously living in a state of denial, just like Steven Lim. They live in their own world, thinking that they are the best, having some notorious reputation which they think is good rep when it's ruining their future.

Best part of the whole drama is... She blogged and say she is going to replace Rozz and make it the best show. For your information Ris Low, you are ruining everything Shan & Rozz built up in the past. Technically you can replace Rozz, if the management doesn't do anything about you or ask her back. But do u think u can really replace her as a cool and great DJ? No. Because for the fact you can't even speak properly. If you are really into the radio thing, go do some mandarin show. You can never replace her. And if the management really makes this kind of decision to keep you and kick Rozz out, they are definitely ruining the station.

Van & Young were arguing about the saga last night, with Van siding Rozz and Young thinking Rozz shouldn't walk out of the show. Oh well, women are more emotional creatures. And it was Ris Low giving shit first and Rozz was just making a stand. First Ris is obviously taking this whole radio thing as a joke. I couldn't even stand her reporting sports news. It was that bad. So when she gave crap for consecutive 2 days, Rozz, who didn't have good impression of her at the start felt worse. That's why she flared up. At least respect the show Ris Low. You don't work alone.

And Rozz was being nice to her already. At least she hosted the show all the way till the end on Monday even though the NEW co-host was late for 2 hours? She could have stopped her from attending the show. It's not like she's a superstar like S.H.E going for interviews? She is there for work.

Point being, her character is crooked in my opinion and she is not professional enough to hold a job where punctuality is super important. You see, listeners are not happy with her. And I wonder do they read out hate messages on air. Or she is oblivously about the existence of these messages or just in a state of denial, her own world. We already gave her a chance by trying to tune in to it which she ruin herself the first day.

She is really a joke to me. She's not pretty, not a good personality and character flawed. I may not be better then her but at least I know where I stand. I dun make bimbotic statements on air or public.

And Rozz, please come back.. Don't let her take over you. Kick her out man.

Unsightly panty lines.

2010-03-26T08:31:00.001+08:00

When was the last time you gave up wearing that white tight pants just because of un appropriate underwear? I guess this is one of the most bugging problem when it comes to women's closets. women just love clothes and all different kinds of them. We love it in satin, silk, cotton, lycra, chiffon, laces etc. However, we sometimes give up buying that satin dress because it has no inner lining, which leads to visible panty lines. This was salvaged with the invention of seamless panties and brassieres. But what if that satin dress is white in colour?

Our first though is a white undies or nude. But is it really not visible? Well, if the lighting is dark, you can try. But what if it's broad daylight? When you're dresses in full white and the sun shine on you, what's in others' eyes would be that nude/white bra and panty. So what's the solution to it? Don't wear all those clothes!

But what if we wanna wear them?

The solution to it would be MySkins!!

It's. American company selling inner beauties that comes in the shades of skin colour. They have a total of 20 colours for you to choose from. Bras are supposed to match with the colour of your chest while the bottom, the inner thighs.

I checked out the website when I chanced upon the news on MSN. I was so fascinated by the concept that I told myself that I will have to own one myself! So I started searching about the shipping costs and was so excited that I wanted to tell Snow White, that brassiere queen.

So after searching for awhile, I found the page and to my dismay, it only ships in US, Hawaii and Canada. Nowhere else! You lucky americans and canadians. It's quite a concept that I believe everyone will start copying and used it. While Singaporeans staying in Singapore and not going to America any sooner, we can only ogle at those bras. For people who are going to the States, go get one.

It comes with different kinds of undies, with thongs and seamless ones. The effect after wearing is fabulous as the undies is totally invisible. It's almost like you went commandos for that piece of clothing you are wearing, without the risk of showing your unsightly pubic hair.. (For those who dun shave or wax)

Talking about this reminds me or the dresses and rompers i need to go add inner lining for. And that 3 pairs of jeans that i need to alter the length. OMG! So many things to do.. Which will be done after wardrobe is up..

Loves~!

LAST STEP!!!!

2010-03-25T23:34:00.002+08:00

Today, we successfully tear down the old shelves and placed them on Sidney's lorry so we can sell it away. It's made of metal so we think it would fetch a little money. Dun waste mahz. if really throw away means no money back.

We had a hard time scrubbing the very very dirty floor. Then we didn't throw anything today. Just put the spoilt electrical appliances on papa's van so he can sell it away. Tomorrow have to put the monitor in the van and old clothes for sale. Although those are old stuff, we can still try to sell them away for some money. The clothes are real dirty and old so i dun wanna put them out for donation. So i have the urge to quickly pack my stuff and see if i have nice old clothes to give away to my sweet little cousin or for donation.

I'm feeling all excited because tomorrow my wardrobe will be up and i can keep my beloved things inside. I made a plan about wat to place inside a few days back. I will stick to the plan.. (Which i kinda forgot already) Hehex~! But roughly what things should be in is confirm. Things like my quilt and quilt covers, bedsheets, bras and clothes.

Actually now that i am blogging is to tell how much i feel blissful. My sis say i am super fortunate to have Sidney as my boyfriend. Cause he came over and helped me pack, dismantle the shelves and almost everything is done by him. While i stand at the side and watch. i even went into the room to watch cartoon with my nieces while he packs. Not that i dun wanna help him. He dun want me to go near the shelves because he is afraid that i cut myself.

The sweetest part is he bought the wardrobe for me too. So this whole operation like 70% is his effort. 20% is mic, 5% is alvin and 5% is mine. Hehez~! While I am the one who will be using it like 100%. Ok.. Rephrase.. Michelle!! I give u a space to put a set of clothes here den u can bathe and change when u need. Den u also go buy a cheap pair of slippers and u can put it on my shoe shelf.

I feel so fortunate to have him as my boyfriend. Imagine without him, Lucinda would never have her own wardrobe, a good quality mattress. I feel so like Xiaxue when her husband, then boyfriend helped her clean the maggots-filled fridge.

My next big operation is to make way for sofa and bookshelf. Shelf not much of a problem cause it just replaces the table i have now. But the table is still in kinda good condition. so must think of a place to put it. And the killer is the sofa. Cause it's coming on Saturday afternoon, when tomorrow is friday and i would just barely get the wardrobe up. So i must think of a place to place the sofa.

And Lucinda's 1st bed frame in her whole 21 years of life. I never own a bed until i am 14. Where i sleep on the floor on a mattress. Last year, bui bui bought me a bed-kind mattress which is thick and hard and nice. In my whole life, i always slept on just mattress, on the floor. Soon, i'll be able to own a bed frame. Those under beds.. So cool. At least i can protect my bed already. It cost freaking $300 for the mattress ok? And it's bui bui's money...

Ok... Yawns.. I v tired.. I wanna sleep soon le.

Losing traits of mine..

2010-03-24T08:31:00.000+08:00

For everyone's information, I slept at near 4am and yet I am now ready for work and waiting for bus now. My migraine isn't as bad as yesterday so I decided to turn up for work. My insomnia is getting worse and I guess only medication can help. However I will not succumb to it for the fear that I will not be able to wake up on time the next day.

Today's plan is to work, den home to pack the last remaining shelf, dinner and kbox (hopefully) den I will be left with tearing down shelves and assembling baby wardrobe. However, today's packing will not be mad any easier cause ran outta space and most things cannot be thrown. Good grieves!

I woke up to a estate cleaner cleaning up the rubbish that I chucked last night at my rear door. They come around every morning around the time I leave house for work. Poor him had so much to pack and clear cause the rubbish was ransacked. (Probably by my parents who can't bear to throw certain things or some random passer-by hoping to get something good outta it.

But point of this post is to tell ya what I would do when I'm in primary school. I used to wake up at 7am to help my uncle on weekdays and weekends during holidays, when he used to look after the shop for morning shift. I would take bread and give it to the cleaner that cleans my rubbish bin outside of my home. I always thought it's tough working so early in the morning. And some more collecting rubbish and it's smelly, dirty and heavy. I'll do that everytime I had the chance until when I grew older and starts to sleep in late. And when I can do it, my mum and uncle starts to forbid. Maybe because they don't see the need or it's a waste money.

So today when I saw that guy who helped me clean the rubbish, I had the urge to give him one bread. I know it's his job. But have u thought about how much he earns from this hard work? My resposibility as a person there is to dump things at the dumping ground and not just any random rubbish bin area. I remember what my boyfriend said. He said that they earn very little, stays in bad accommodation and everything. So I though by giving a bread I can help him a little bit. Just like charity, u don't donate everyday, that's why u continue doing it, in a irregular or regular basis.

But I have to understand that I cannot always do that.. Therefore I didn't gave the worker anything today. Guiltiness did not overwhelm me but.. It's just disappearing from me..

pack room..

2010-03-24T00:43:00.000+08:00

Today I didn't attend work because was having migraine. So I went to see the doctor and she said it was due to stress. (Speaking of which my head still hurts.) We had cartel for lunch and I came home and packed my living room so I can throw the existing old metal shelf away to make way for my new wardrobe. We managed to throw somethings away on monday and today, with michelle's help, we cleared one shelf. Now we are left with one more to clear tomorrow with Alvin comes and help with Michelle.

With that shelf cleared too, Bui Bui can help to dismantle the metal shelf and sell it away. Den we will assemble the wardrobe, hopefully on friday. Cause I plan tomorrow pack, thursday dismantle and get those "sellable" stuff on bui's lorry. Guess he won't have much time to get all these done. So.. One day will do. After assembling the baby, will pack all my stuff in and start packing my existing area for a new bookshelf when I visit ikea, hopefully on Sunday.

If things are done properly, I will have a wardrobe and bookshelf by end of this week. Reason why I need a bookshelf is I realised I have too many things to keep that I need a bookshelf to store those books and stuff like my pressies.

Planning for my wardrobe will be my new clothes and existing going out clothes. Daily clothes for work and home remains where they are. U will try to stuff my branded stuff in there too. My accessories and perfume collection will remain in my room. Bags will be inside. Expensive shoes too. I have 5 shelves. So I plan to place my Gucci, Coach and Agnes B boxes on top with my bb box and those monthsary pressies. Den the 2nd and 3rd shelves will be for clothes and bras. Shoes will be the last compartment. Maybe I can allocate one shelf to put everything about bui bui. Cause it's all over the place. Den left one more for my SIM textbooks and notes first, until I buy another bookshelf. Hopefully enough space lorz. Hehez.

Btw. Super bad habit of mine. I like to blog before I sleep. But I blog using BB loves. I always off my "mimi" which is my lappie den go to my bed.. Den I blog. Weird huh? And I always blog when I'm on buses or cab. Hahaz. Making full use if my time on travelling.

So when I go Ikea this sunday.. Darling Lulu needs to buy a bookshelf and wardrobe organisers. And maybe a mirror. Haiz.. So many things to buy lorz.. No money liaoz.

Tio Meh again.

2010-03-20T13:26:00.000+08:00

Today morning went to work. Super unhappy liao. Den my uncle made me angrier. Starts all the blabbers about me working, nor studying.. Should help at home and my sis is busy with school work. Wtf! Eh. I working and study lehz. U think I super free mehz? Can be fairer or not? Just show more concern to me and care about what I'm doing can or not. So wat u dunno. Den shut it. I have exams and work stress. Does anyone understand?

Yesterday went Swensen's with bui bui and 2 little nieces. Had dinner and we're going Ikea tonight! Finally.. Wardrobe..

Haiz. I'm labelled as the bad girl. So much that now I feel like a bad girl, lazy bum, useless girl who work yet take $$ from my mum. Ya ya. I'm bad. Wat abt the times when I give my mum 100% of my puny salary and 80% of my savings to cover the debts? All mu bday red packets with my mum already. Can imagine hw poor am I? How to survive. Plus why I hv to support myself wheb I'm studying full-time. Childish! Pui! I'm being fair. Fair towards treatment.

1st overseas revision lecture

2010-03-18T15:21:00.000+08:00

I managed to wake up for school although I was late. Cab fare was $21.75 can! But fruitful. Though I kinda fell asleep and was chatting with JL and Snow White Loves, I was still listening to her.

Last night I commented for AE and received BO invoice again! I mean it's horrendous looking at the rate the sell out. I had commented thrice and managed to get only one invoice, the other 2 is BO. I think I will aim for dadigirl's dress and miss selfridge. Forever 21 for blazers. Give me those please! Not forgetting the VS dresses I saw.

Soon will be 30th monthsary! Dunno whay baby will give me. Can I give u a wishlist? Now I'm hoping to get a branded phone pouch. Maybe LV, burberry, gucci or agnes b. And I'm obviously thinking of my 32GB ipod touch! Hmmm.. Bui bui.. Can? I already know wat I goin to get for u already. Hehez. I'm also thinking of the VS heels I saw and some new fragrance. New camera also not bad. Keke! So many things.. I chopping carrot head. (Randomness, I feel like playing cooking mama on my DS lite.) Soon I will reach home. Maybe in another half hour. Ok.

Dunno will bui bui be able to afford all these not. Maybe yes bahz. I think ipod touch abit ex la. Maybe I buy myself lorz. Hahaz. Ok. I want msn liao.

Makeover again...

2010-03-15T14:28:00.002+08:00

On SAturday we went to watch Alice in Wonderland. The storyline is a mixture of the actual story & the sequel. The story is not bad.. Watched it in 3D and it's like 3D all the way.. So a good one...

After that went home to sleep and woke up in the morning to prepare for photo shoot at Havelock Road... Back the Snapz... Had a great time there and went Waraku @ Central or late lunch before heading to Bukit Batok to have hamsters collcted den home.

Put down our stuff and we went IT fair.. Super disappointing cause there isn't much u can buy.. Ok.. Back to studies.. Bye...

Please Please!!!

2010-03-12T23:49:00.002+08:00

Give me these!
1. TFL Dark Coffee bag
2. Dadigirl blue chiffon bustier dress
3. VS PJs
4. Ipod Touch/Nano
5. G-mask
6. Miss Selfridge dress
7. Ferragamo Bliss
8. 1TB hard disk

Please.. Give me these!!

2010-03-11T14:29:00.000+08:00

I'm in the worst mood I ever can be. This time round is because of my dad. I already missed school like nobody's business and yet he doesn't even care. The only thing he is concerned abt is me being free but nt helping him out.

I mean hello! I can't concentrate for my studies because I have work stress. Does anybody know how much work is piled up for me to clear when I get back. Does anyone know hw much things I have to submit by end april? And all these takes time to complete.

I mean I really cannot cope with stress from both studies n work. Why can't he understand and be more lenient to me? Afterall I'm the only one working and studying in the whole bloody family. So tell me, who the hell is the most stress one? I enjoy myself during weekend because it's my time. I choose wat I want to do not wat he wants me to do. He is super unfair. He can watch tv at night like no one is asleep and I have to avoid him at night becoz I think that fucking tv is very irritating and a super huge distraction to me. When my grades fall or wat.. I get blamed. I mean yes.. I'm old enough to tell myself wat to do, when to study.

But does anyone know that I am nt allowed to go over to someone else's home to study? I literally have to study infront of the tv, where all the distractions are. How not to get distracted. I cannot blast my music, dun have a proper or worst, enough space for me to study. And the table I uses to study happen to be my dining table. When I am preparing for prelims, does anyone bother to help me clear up the table for my study purpose? Enough say. Point is.. I missed my paper again.. Blame myself for not being well prepared and for succumbing to temptations. I'll be out enjoying myself on saturday and I will definitely go for my last prelim next wednesday. This is for all my friends who had supported me throughout my period when I was preparing my prelims, driving test and work. Thanks..

My sick boyfriend

2010-03-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

My poor bf is so sick that he is having fever and diarrhea. And yet there is nothing I can do. I went to his place with home cooked porridge before headin back to my house for dinner. Tml going to michelle's house for dinner..

I was bb msg-ing my bf just now and talking abt how badly I treat him and hw fearful I'm afraid of him leaving me. And hw long he can tolerate my nonsense. He definitely means a lot to me since he is my first boyfriend and we will nt be breaking up in the near future. But I just feel dat I'm nt being the gd gf I think I shld be.

Den we talked abt marriage. I told him I want 2 gowns. One for morning tea ceremony and fetching of bride, the other for banquet march-in, which will be a super grand dress. And childish enough, I told bui bui that I am so going to invite his ex-gf Evelyn to the wedding. That's my way for saying, "hahaz! He's mine now. Stop having tots abt him." And also to make he feel regretful of hurting my beloved, sweet boyfriend at that time and making full use of him.

She bloody hell gave false hope to my bf and made him miserable for years. Worst, she nearly becane the reason why my bf didn't want me in the first place. Luckily.. He gave both of us a chance and nw we're happy for 2 years plus and counting. She was too impt to my bf in terms of love life. I hope I won't create too much of a negative impact and he will accept New loves if I ever leave him.

I want him to be happy and will remember me as his longest gf and only younger gf. Who say young girls can't be serious? Hehez!

Ok.. Signing off from BB loves..

happy birthday to bui bui

2010-03-09T01:57:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to my love.. He has grown older and reached 25 years old. I had a great weekend with him. Although I was so busy and lacking of sleep preparing all the surprises for him. I did a Forever Friends Bear cross stitch for him, a chocolate cake, egg mee sua, ordered a nectarie chocolate mud cake and bought him a LV polo which cost bomb.

Nonetheless, I was very satisfied though there was hipcups. Like me rushing back to get the present because my butt brain sis forgot to bring it. And people rushing out of the ktv room to look for me. Was very angry. Cause I was preparing the cake. Den he like scared i disappear keep calling me. Like I'm missing or wat. I mean I'm an adult already. CAn't he give me some space? Seriously.. he keep complainin that I'm the one being sticky.. he's the one getting paranoid can... Like everytime I'm out, he will keep calling..

anyway.. we went steamboat den ktv. Den the next day i surprised him with a cake and brought him to Shangri-La the line for buffet dinner. And went to get BB on Sunday. So now I have a new phone.. Loves~!

It so user friendly and gorgeous. And I'm so gonna g-mask it.. =)))

Must keep practising larz

2010-02-27T12:17:00.002+08:00

I haven't been driving recently, which makes me wonder have i forgotten everything given that I'm a new learner. So I told myself I'm going to drive tonight. To where? See first larz.

Last week I went National Museum after attending a full month party. I went for the Quest to Immortality exhibition. For your information, Students go in for free for that particular exhibition. You go in, thinking that it's a small exhibition, but you are wrong. It's big and there was really a lot of content to read and understand. When you first step in, you're greeted with large posters telling you the history of Egypt and telling you the location. Of course, we're talking about ancient Egypt.

Afterwhich, you will see statues and ornaments of the past. You will see the human face and lion body statue and lot'sa displays. From the containers to vasks. They will tell you about the statue and mostly about their ancient god & kings. Den in one of the display case, you will see a mummified crocodile and bird. It's very cool because it's right before your eyes.

Further down, they tell you about their funeral and process of mummification. You'll see real mummy and their coffins. Surprisingly, their coffin are made of wood and can still last till now. Be amazed there. They have a learning corner where you can solve puzzles, try their games and do artwork. Obviously, very crowded. So, if u have the time, please visit as it's ending in early April. Btw, mastercard holders earn a 50% discount. So it's worthwhile. Who have the money to fly to Egypt to see all these? Grab the chance while you can.

Visited my bf's gammy and saw the Chingay procession on the way there. Cause Chingay is going Yishun for the heartland procession.

Yesterday bff went to get her tattoo done while bui bui & I went to look for her after work. When we reached, the tattoo wasn't completed yet. So we shopped around and had Shilin Taiwan snacks while waiting and bought Toto Quickpick which came out in vain. Cause never strike. After she finished her tattoo, we went ION Orchard for Go Go! Curry. Yumz to the max. I threw temper there because I bought my cross stitch along, meant for my bf's surprise next week for his birthday. In the end pua kang.. So I very pek cek. I blamed him for touching my bag. And he still dare to say, he see awhile. Den realise something den took out and have a better look. So guo fen lorz. I mean I brought it out so I have ample time to finish wat. That cross stitch is so tough lorz. I see until I wanna pa jiao already. Haiz.. But watever, now I have no surprise for my boyfriend. I am so stupid larz.. Haiz... I felt so sad lorz...

Talking about Mic's tattoo. It was very nicely done. We waited for 2 days before the tattoo can be done. This is so because we went on Thurs to have it done, supposedly the appointment. But because the complexity of the tattoo, the artist took very long to draw it so postponed to Friday. I can see his effort when he made the tattoo, and the results is nice. He did not rush the work at all, taking his time to complete. And he himself like the tattoo he made very much. He said that the tattoo was the hardest portrait tattoo he ever did. And he is Vernon from Primitive Tattoo. He is so cool because he is like muffin, a Chindian with some punk style in him.

It makes me wanna do a tattoo, but I'll get killed by my mum.. So no larz.. Say say only. If i ever do, I'll portrait my beautiful mummy and her name. =) But I wanna look all perfect on my wedding day.. So no tattoo. Maybe someday, people should design a gown for tattoo people, to show off their tattoo and still hold the glam the gown should portray. Good idea? Sleeveless to show arm tattoos and bare back for back tattoo. For those who only have a tattoo at the lower back and leave it blank. Lot'sa studs, lesser diamonds to make it blend, less lace or wat, depending of the bride's tattoo. =) That means a custom-made gown larz.. In short... Hahaz~! Type so long for wat...

Today will be preparing some surprise, washing clothes and sandals and completing the cross stitch. Not sure where to go also. Haiz... So boring. Feeling so sleepy. And knocking off in 20... Yippie! Maybe going Tampines for Chingay or 313 for Forever 21. =))) R.I have no nice clothes recently.. Bebe is always so nice... =)))

Cherishing

2010-02-23T02:23:00.004+08:00

Today i skipped school. Yesterday I went Museum & my cousin's baby's full month celebration.

Today I had mini steamboat session with mic at my place.

Today bui bui & I quarrelled. One of the worst fight. Both of us shouted. Normaly when we quarrel, we won't shout. Be it in public or private. But not this time round. I have never felt so upset. Not just becos he shouted. But for 2 years & 4 months he still doesn't know wat kind of a person, why i'm upset or even why i behave this way.

I just wanted to eat. I just wanted to have dinner with him. At first I told him to wait because I was MJ-ing. I said after this round, we will go eat. Den became he drag. Til the very last minute, I was still telling him I'm hungry. I just sent michelle home, alone. Although he was tagging behind me, I just drove alone. Alot of mistakes. I bought food for my dad, but not myself. I'm feeling so bad that I drove up to 100km/h though I just passed 1 month ago.

I'm not complicated. I just want something good from relationships. i dun like people shouting at me. i dun like being accused. I dun like people walking out of an arguement halfway or just keep quiet thruout the whole conversation. It makes me feel like i'm the only one that care. I hate it when I'm the one bloggin while he doesn't. Why can't he put in those little efforts to make me feel better. I dun like being a total stranger to his habits and preference. His birthday is coming and i'm stuck with wat to buy him. because he never told me wat he wanted.

I have to plan every single detail for his birthday. I go through all the trouble is because I care abt his bday just like how much i care abt mine. That's why i plan. I emphasize one every special occassion because i believe in cherishing the present. Yet in his mind is all about we can do it in the future. Who knows how many valentine's day we'll have. We didn't celebrate v day this year. No present, no flowers, no dinner no anything. I kept telling him, let's not waste $$ on flowers. Just one stalk will do. But i got nothing.

We have been tight on budget so we cannot spend like nobody's biz. I cut down on my luxurious lifestyle. I cut down on restaurant visits, i cook for him, i settle his finance problem for him. But wat abt my problems?

He blamed me for making him shout at my place. But wat's wrong. You are vulgar. You are that way when you're angry. Why do you have to hide it infront of my family? Ashamed? U blamed me for creating trouble everytime before you're leaving. But have u eve tot that by making me happy & satisfied, will i create trouble? If u accompany me enough before u leave will i stop u. If u accompany me to dinner before leaving, will i stop u? U claim that u have a valid reason for leaving, and u just took off. You came back and volunteered to bring me for dinner, be is it useful? No.. I'm not someone u can choose to entertain later. After u're satisfied with the show or game.

I'm constantly trying to improve my attitude towards u and improving my bad in this relationship.But wat abt you? Can't u maintain? if u're upset becoz of me, u can only blame on ur stupidity for choosingme as ur gf. u can jolly well leave. Just like how i'm folly enough to stick by ur side despite all the pain u have inflicted on me.

Post Chinese New Year Post.

2010-02-19T14:29:00.002+08:00

Let's talk about Chinese New Year and what I did.

CNY Eve - 13 Feb 2010
I woke up early that day to go out with Bui Bui. We went VivoCity to get Fable's new cage. She getting so big that she needs a bigger space to stretch better. So after bui bui got his red packet, he bought her a new cage. At the same time I bought my dogs some snacks. Muffins & pizzas. Bui bui also got a few for lucky boy. =) Went Orchard central after that to get my skin care. Waited for so long before the shop is opened. supposed to open at 11am. But only open at 12 plus. Maybe they tot there would not be any customers lorz.

Bought my toner, moisturiser and night cream. Also got a eyeshadow palette for $12 only. Shades of purple. I'm not thinking of going back to get another palatte with a shade of brown & green, and maybe pink. Wahahaz~! Had MOS before leaving. Headed home to drop the 2 kids because they were home and ka jiaoing my mummy. So i brought them along. Headed to Tampines to get love love BB!!!! Got my queue number and waited. At the mean time we went Bengawan Solo to get pineapple tarts and kuey bankit. Mummy's favourite. Shopped around den went back starhub to wait. Den realise something. BB love is OOS!!! =((((( Sad to the max. So headed home.

Only saw Bui Bui that midnight when he came to collect his stuff. Had reunion dinner at my aunt's place. Ate for awhile den headed to Orchard Central with my kor kor. Cause he wanna go the Levi's to buy his shoes. We went Tampines outlet first to try our luck. But it was closed. So we chionged to Orchard. He bought a pair of white shoes with red patterns, a white polo & i bought a red polo for bui bui. Went home to continue eating. I was the last to leave my aunt's place because I was painting my cousin's & aunt's nails. I was too bored larz. Hehez~! I can paint other's nails but not my own. WahahaZ~! Weird.

CNY Day 1 - 14 Feb 2010
My favourite day of the year. Chinese new year. Lot'sa relatives & lot'sa food. I woke up earlier den kor kor & mummy. Cause I need to do face mask & body scrub. After that I prepped myself and was ready to leave home when my sis & dad came back from the temple. Headed to my aunt's place for the 1st part of the day. I got 2 red packet there. Hehez~! Both $100. Yumz~! My aunt always have lucky draw one. This year I was the lucky one cause I got $100. I chose lucky number 7. Competed with my cousin. She got $80 one.. Red packet #8. The rest was $50 and another $60. Hehez~! Heng Sai. But those money are in saving a/c liaoz.

Headed to my gammy's place and started eating the moment I reached there. Oh.. Did I mention? I had 2 plates of bee hoon at my aunt's place. Hehez~! Den I ate steamboat at my gammy's place whilte waiting for bui bui to come over. AFter that I stopped eating and went to watch TV. While watchinf TV, I had a red egg. My 1st uncle will prepare a bag of red eggs for everyone. And I'll eat one or two. Hehez~! So after that, bui bui reached and i joined him at the table for steamboat again. That was about 4pm plus. Because I dun gamble, I just play with toddlers, kids and babies. missing cousin cause she having confinement. So i snacked around and had egg rolls, pineapple tarts etc. Watever I can find, I eat.

Kept snacking til dinner time. Went back to the steamboat at 6pm. Wahahaz~! Shuffled in between egg rolls & steamboat. But I didn't take any carbo at all. Only stopped completely when they clear the steamboat away cause all going home le. Hahaz~! Sent my aunt & cousins home and headed to SengKang to pray pray. After that went home to sleep. Drove my mummy home. So kan chiong lorz.

CNY Day 2 - 15 Feb 2010
Day 2 just stay home til bui bui come and meet me cause I hungry and feel like having sandwich. Reached Orchard to find Isetan Scotts closed. So ION to have curry rice. Bought the green tea roll for my family as dessert for the dinner. Went home and have dinner at my aunt's place. After dinner my 2nd aunt & my whole family + bui bui went Singapore Flyer to enjoy. Well.. The moment my sis boarded the Flyer, she kept crying. Cried til the fight ended. Flyer is fun. But quite scary at some point of time. It's my first time one the giant ferris wheel. The night view was nice. Especially when u see the vibrant city because of CNY. Saw some bazaar or event at esplanade area. Den I started dancing on the capsule and my sis told me to stop. Cause she was afraid I would dismentle the cabin and everyone drop down. Hahaz~!

Went Airport to have supper. Plan backfired because Swensen's was packed so headed to Macdonald's. Hehez~! Go so far just to have Mac. While I just had a green tea cream frapp from starbucks and some fries & nuggets. Home afterwards.

CNY Day 3 - 16 Feb 2010
Woke up very early to prepare for visiting. Went home with Bui Bui to get him changed. Den went home to prep myself and headed to Wenzi's place with my sis. But before that, we went to fetch Alvin. Luckily we went. Cause he only appeared at 9.50am. Which is impossible for him to reach Yee Woen's place by foot at 10am. So after picking him up, we went Yee Woen's house to slack.

Headed to Mic's house for lunch. Yummy lunch lorz. And Valerie is so cute. She is so eloquent. And she thinks that I'm a monster.. Hehez~! I so scary mehz? Kannan joined us and I sent them home before heading to Bui Bui's aunty home. There I ate 2 plates of bee hoon and goodies again.. Hahaz~! All about eating jiu dui le. Went home to join mic they all for MJ & steamboat. After which they left home and I rested for next day's work.

The next day was work., Like what i typed in the previous post. Breakfast, lunch and dinner all bought by my boyfriend.

Thurs, I skipped school cause both bui bui & I over slept. So we went Science Centre. We went to the body world exhibit. Nothing much. Just very fascinated by our own body. Not very pleasent experience because of running kids. Watched the Omni Theatre movie and headed for dinner. ACC-ed him to change vehicle after having dinner with my nieces & sis. =)

My CNY was great because of the food. How was yours? If this year ain't good, there is always the next year. Plan ahead and you'll get a good new year. Even with hiccups, like last min shopping or my biggest hope (BB love) being OOS, I was still happy. So enjoy the remaining 9 days of CNY!

Back to work

2010-02-17T12:34:00.002+08:00

Today a lot of working adults and schooling kids are back to school and work. I am no different. I am also back to work & tomorrow I'll be back to school. So I am a semi working adult & schooling kid. Call my a Kidult. =)

Actually I am now alone at work because Thomas is out and Samantha's on leave. And no one to buy me lunch. Luckily, I have someone who isn't working today to ferry me to work and deliver me lunch. That is my boyfriend. So I have a Teriyaki chicken burger & a minestrone from MOS Burger facing me right now. Yumz~! (I LOVE EATING)

Yesterday I went visiting my friends. Went Yee Woen & michelle's place. Had lunch at mic's place and snacked at wenzi's place. I love wenzi's mummy's chilli & mic's mummy BBQ chix & curry chix. Uberly delicious. Succulent & fragrant with a hinch of honey. The curry wasn't too "coconutty", salty enough, not too rich that you'll feel sick. Just perfectly nice.

Sent my friends home den went bui bui's relative's place. Ate again. fried bee hoon & brocoli. Normal family fare.. nothing much to boast about. Went home and had steamboat dinner. That was wonderful. Love soupyyyyyy!!!! Mahjong session and then slept.

Today woke up uberly later and just rushed out without nice nice clothes. I was hunting high and low. Luckily for Agneselle's silver romper! I couldn't find a nice dress to wear out. Wore Lollie's white dress yesterday. Cutting wise not very good, but design wise is great. I'm not going to stop online shopping completely.. Just control. I still have a lot of clothes haven't wear. I'm now finding chance to wear my bebe dress. And I want my BB stock to come so I can change!!!!! =(((((( I think I will zhng it nice nice. Should i?

Chinese new year has been rather great for me. But also very tiring. Gonna take off my nails soon. Yea!!! Back to basic, ugly, nude nails. But I like. Though not appealing, but very comfy. This makes me wonder is it the ugliest thing is the most comfy thing.

For example, old clothes are more comfy den new clothes. New undies can't beat old undies, not talking those that are outta shape larz. Just old and a little tattered. Hahaz~! Just like old shoes are more seasoned and more comfy den brand new shoes. So looking forward to 5pm today cause work will end!!!! Hahahaz~! Or should I work til 6pm? I'm running outta cash because Bui Bui's birthday coming. Have to start planning already. =)

Happy Chinese New Year!!

2010-02-16T01:38:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone! Happy new year! How's your new year? Been winning money? Hope so yea...

I have been enjoying my new year. It was so fun although it clashed with valentine's day. But chocolates ain't as important as pineapple tarts & steamboat. My reunion dinner was with my aunt's family and my family. We had fun. But I didn't eat much becoz halfway through dinner, my bro n I left or Orchard Central. Guess what.. The LEvi's was opened till 11pm on new year's eve. He went to get his shoes while i hunted for Bui Bui's tee shirt. Got him a red polo in the end. While my bro got a white polo and a white shoe. Went back and continued eating. =)

1st day, I woke up rather early to start my beauty regime. From body to face. Before leaving for my aunt's and gammy's place. I ate alot. ALOT. I'm fat like a pig. Even my cousins were shocked to see the way I ate. I started with steamboat til new year goodies. My mouth was forever filled. And it does not rest for more den 1/2 an hour. Imagine how scary. I really ate alot.

Today went Singapore Flyer with my family. Will update soon. Lazy liaoz.. But well.. I had a crying sister from the start of the flight til the very last minute of it. =)

Happy new year!! Continue winning money. And keep eating. CNY is not CNY without eating & gambling.

A|J & bebe

2010-02-09T09:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went shopping again with my BF & Jian Xing. But before that, I attended Micro lecture. I'm a good girl. Karen sms-ed to ask if I'm going or not. Though both were super lazy, we managed to go lecture together cause i told her we resting next week le. Hahaz~!

We went ION and had Watami Jap food. The food was so so, but service super good. I had chashu ramen, but i only ate noodles. I dun really like pork. Den we went shopping. First we just walked around, went zara, armani jeans, bread & butter, pedro, beetle bug, bebe, river island & many more places. Shopped from arnd 4pm til 8pm. In between, gluttony Lulu went Go go Curry! to have a plate of healthy class chicken katsu curry rice. Dun doubt, I finished the whole thing. WAhahaz~! After eating ramen at 3 plus.

BF managed to buy a pair of jeans, so did ah xing. While for me, i didn't buy anything, I just bought a makeup base from Ettusais. Compared the bebe & RI heels.. bui bui say bebe nicer. But it's 6 inches high. Hehez~! Will consider hard about it. Mummy say dun buy. Save money..

Up til now I still have quite a few things haven't buy. I still can't find suitable PJs. Needa find my accessories, like earrings, shorts, my sis's shoes, bf's shoes & top & undies. Phew. Excluding the bak kwa & pineapple tarts we need to buy. Yumz~! So many things left undone. I must get BFF to pei me go buy le. Oh ya.. And my skincare.. Argh~!

BEBE!!!

2010-02-08T00:13:00.002+08:00

No doubt lulu has been shopping these 2 days... And guess wat? I'm not done with my CNY shopping. Wahahaz~!

Yesterday I went ION Orchard again.. Thinking that i can get my AX stuff and maybe my levi's or bebe jeans. But I only bought one AX top for myself and bui bui and I both got one red tee shirt from ION.. Don't remember the shop name but it's next to Haviannas, with cute pushie in their display window. 2 tees for a whopping $118 can. Hehez~! And it's my first red tee shirt since 14 years old.s OMG!!! I had curry rice for dinner on Saturday. I'm so addicted to the curry. It's authentic, not those cube types and the pepper taste is so distinct that you can't stop eating. Their katsus are well deep-fried, sueper crispy and not very oily. For the past 3 times that I went ION, I ate the curry rice. Twice was the Grand Slam, shared with Bui Bui and the recent one, I had an economy class chicken katsu curry rice. The different classes is to differentiate the different amount of rice.

However, the pleasant dinner was made unpleasant because someone was so evil to cut queue. We were all queuing up to get ourselves seats before we can take any orders. And this ugly man shouted to the cashier and demanded them to take his orders while he go shop around. He expected people to give him a seat after he came back from shopping. But once u're outta queue, doesn't it mean that you have to queue all over again? And the most disgusting part was he is a Japanese. OMG!!!

Today I went for dim sum buffet at Cityhall with my sisters. Totally love the food there. The har gow is good, their soup was fabulous and the ma po tofu, fantastic. I really enjoy everything dining experience there. I'm not someone ver particular about food & service standard, but at least acceptable. I think River City Restaurant is considered not bad given the food, price and service. I had 2 mango puddings, 1 gui ling gao & a bowl of green bean soup for dessert. Drank 3 bowls of soup and had lotsa' har gow & ma po tofu. =)))

Sent my sisters home after that and headed to Vivo with Bui Bui & BFF. We shopped around and I finally saw the jeans i like so much. The jeans is so comfy and the pockets are full of blings. Literally full. And it's from bebe. I saw it at Wisama outlet on saturday but didn't have my size. So when i found it, I was delighted. In the end i bought myself a tank top and that pair of jeans from bebe. Gave up the hoodie because i dun really need it though it's so cute & nice.

Shopped around for heels but found none. Now I'm comparing between RI or bebe. Heels or wedges. I think i have to make a decision tomorrow. =))) Cause tomorow it's shopping day again!!! Hahaz~!

Thats my loots for this weekend. Wondering how much I spent? Just this weekend, $600 plus. Including the bebe dress & VS lingerie, near $1,000. All sponsored by bui bui. =) Cause he got a big red packet and decided to splurge on me. very subjective topic. Some may think the money can be put to better use. But for me, if someone wants me to use this money for shopping rather saving, i'll shop. As simple as that. And FYI, red packets that I collected from my 21st bday, I only used $200 to buy myself a ring. At least 3/4 is left untouched. Judge it yourself.

Tons of clothes

2010-02-04T19:35:00.002+08:00

I just finished packing my notes, bags and clothes. Guess wat.. I have near 40 dresses, tops, bottoms which i have not worn before yet. OMG!!! All new ones... Hehez~!

Tml need to pack shoes.. Cause recently wear le never put back into the boxes or correct places. Hehez~! =) I will wear more new clothes larz.. Dun nag at me!!!

Still have so much shopping to do

2010-02-02T09:54:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! I still have so much shopping to do. Have to bought everything? Not for me. Super sianz. I still have a denim mini, jeans, top, shorts & a cheongsam. Some accessories & most important. A beautiful pair of heels.. haiz... $$$$$ arz!!!!

Hehe

2010-01-30T09:22:00.002+08:00

I was so busy dat I even forgot to blog that nite.

Yesterday I was so busy i skipped breakfast and took only lunch. Bui Bui was so nice to come fetch me from work. I managed to finish my stuff. But dis week doesn't seem a very smooth week. I better stay home to finish up BUDGET!!!

I'm so tired. I was thinking if I can just relax and dun care so many will be great. I was chatting with my sis last night for hours. Regarding family stuff.. Everyone have their own life, own stress and problems. If we can't solve it and just expect others to solve it. Who will die eventually? HAiz.. Does anyone understand?

Or does anyone know wat they have to do when they grow up?

Take my nieces for example. They are young yet they get scolding everyday, like people expecting them to know. Den wat happens to the adults? I do feel sad that my nieces are scolded by Celeste for being noisy. But does anyone scold her when she is noisy? Afterall that is still our home. We all stay together. She is not the only person. I cannot blame it all on her cause my nieces are noisy in the beginning. But sometimes, she have to see the person she's scolding. They are kids who cannot control their emotions. They can cry til they pee or cry til they vomit. They cannot control their excitement. That's kids. I hope she understands when she grows up. And not expect things to go her way. But learn that she have to go with the flow most of the time in society.

"Boss, I very tired. I today don't want work. I see you tomorrow." Possible? Haiz.. I'm not only talking my cousin. I'm talking about my sister too. Celeste still have alot to learn. Really alot. She's young, she will understand when time comes. But does my sis understand?

Ok.. enough of seriousness. Maybe I should drop a message to the cousin to ask if she need accessories for CNY not. I mean she's the closer cousin I had. She is almost like Lyris when it comes to relationship. I don't spend that much time with her. But I still want her to be good. I'll buy her things when I can afford or when I think she did well. She got into triple science. I should buy her a small gift.

I managed to buy myself a dress from bebe. Yes.. That black dress I like a lot! Yippie! What I've bought recently, meaning this month... (Don't kill me..) It's EOM liaoz.. So seems a lot.. But not really. A pair of shoes, 3 dresses, 2 shades, 3 tops, a romper, a hairband and a lip liner. I still need skincare, jeans, shorts, tops, accessories, cosmetics and pjs. I'm thinking of purchasing from VS Online. Heh heh!!!! =)

Gotta collect my romper this sunday @ VivoCity. I think I wanna drive my darlings for ballet lesson this Sunday. Provided I don't over sleep. =S

I wanna start my beauty regime and I have resolutions to keep til CNY and after it too:
1. Mask 3 times a week
2. Skincare!! (Moisturiser ran out. Toner too.. Orh Ohhhh...)
3. Boby lotion!! (I have one, used halfway. But out of this half, 3/4 was used by my niece when she was bored and playing with it by pressing the nozzle again & again til it was white everywhere.)
4. Trim my eyebrows (I uber lazy that i trim it every 2 months. OMG!!!)
5. Body scrub. (I think months?)
6. Hair mask!! (Oh yes!!!!)

I think roughly there. SO lazy to keep myself pretty. I must make myself more beautiful lar.. KEkez~! I so wanna drive now!! Drive out. Hehez~! If I'm zai enough, I'll drive to work On beautiful saturdays. Wahahaz~! =DDD

I will go home and rest today, den go get mummy's shoes. Yumz... Den come home and do budget...=)) Hehez~! Good girl rite? I will be one.. After CNY. Cause I still have ALOT of things to buy. maybe can buy my girls their PJs tonight. =)

My stress endurance level has dropped!!!

2010-01-27T13:06:00.001+08:00

I'm now back at office.. Gonna start working on GST again and find that bloody $0.20 difference if not I'll not be able to continue.

I realise my stress endurance level has dropped drastically. I cannot handle school and work right now. I wasn't able to finish my homework, study for test. Worst, I can't give out the energy to study. I wazs supposed to have lesson yesterday and I skipped because I wasn't able to finish GST and I'm left with just one more day. I wasn't able to finish the homework.

I skipped this morning's lesson too because I was simply too tired. So I must buck up and really start revising and put work aside after GST submission. I dun have a 2nd chance. LEft with only 3 months. OMG!!! And prelims is uber near.. =(((

Will update tonight when I have dinner again. Right now. I havne't even finish my lunch i start work le. Tata.

1981

2010-01-23T10:49:00.002+08:00

I was driving my dad's van yesterday and on wed nite. Tried parking for both nights and sad to say.. I took a very long time and can't seem to judge well. But bui bui said I made some improvement. Afterall it's a brand new vehicle type I'm driving other den the Toyota Axio. Plus I just passed 4 days ago. Have been driving for 3 days already.

I realise as a driver there are a lot of things i need to know and learn. For example, I tried my hands on a petrol pump. I mean it's not that I dunno how the mechanism works. But more to trying it and when it becomes a must know, I feel super excited. Butterflies in my stomach. Right now I have people by my side to look after me.. But what if I'm alone. I guess I'm giving too much stress to myself. Haiz.

The value of petrol pumped last night was $50 for half tank. Daddy uses the best petrol on a van which explains why my van is super powerful in terms of strength. I managed to drove up to the speed of 60km/h. But i stopped there and kept to 50++km/h because of the speed limit that beeps non-stop if I ever reach 60km/h can.

Has tried sending Michelle back home twice. And bought papa supper for 2 nights. Non in my family had tried my driving skills except my sis and 2 nieces. The other person i wanna drive now is my mum. Afterall kor kor n papa are experienced drivers, I dun wanna give myself so much stress.

Actually I'm still in a De Javu where I'm thinking right now when am I going back to learn driving from uncle. And the answer is no need cause I've passed. Hahaz~! NOt hao lian or wat.. But I just feel that going for driving lessons had became a routine that I'm a little not used to for breaking it.

Later meeting Samantha to spend some money. CNY is getting so near and I've bought nuts. I mean I've seen and aimed for quite a number. But I've done nothing yet regarding buying larz. I so have the urge to buy so many things and splurge like hell. If I really buy the AX shorts and hoodie? It's near $400 can. And the bebe jeans + dress = $500 +/-. A denim skirt and maybe another pair of heels. If VS @ RWS is opened, a new set of bra. Well.. I still short of pedicure.

And I'm super positive that I will buy a lot of things when I really go FEP with real hard cash for CNY clothes spree. I mean after visiting all these boutiques I definitely still wanna shop and buy beautiful clothes. Worst part, those I bought from blogshops. I've been trying very hard to curb my spending on bloggies. So there I am, browsing and not making any purchase. I'm proud to say that though I uber uber ultra tempted, I did not buy anything except from LGS which I already planned to purchase from even before her launch. Really love her items. Super unique and sexy + sweet.

I'm planning my finance properly for my bf's 25th birthday. Nice number right.. So bday party also nice nice and big big lorz.. And hole in pocket will be nice nice & HUGE HUGE. See.. Gotta pay for party & pressies & dinner. Not that I'm complaining. But more to saying what I have to do.

Btw. I'm super proud and contented with myself because I managed to finish my minimum 2,500 words MA report in one night. Definitely, I could have spent time more time on it. But I was busy preparing for my driving and totally have no mood to go research on it. I mean it's like 2 days apart? But i still managed to churn out a 2,600++ words report. Definitely not of good quality, but at least I tried and put in the effort.

Right now I have to prep myself for the Tues make-up lecture and Wed's LBO test. GST submission. Still very busy but still have mood to shop.3 more weeks to CNY. But it feels like next week is CNY. Super in festive mood. Love CNY, not only because of the good food, but also because of the companion. Though this year CNY falls on v-day. Doesn't affect me cause my bf will accompany me that day.

Not much of a loser for flowers but for teddies & softies. SO I'm still thinking of the huge ass ape I saw at my school bazaar. Doopily cute. But BB like reluctant to buy for me lehz. BB or ape-ie? BB = $700 to $2,000 max? Ape-ie = <$100. Not considering the price. But more to wat i really want. Dun really need a BB cause I have Gucci & Coachy.. Not forgetting Agnes B. Bag is not much of a need but more to luxury. Maybe go see and ask him to buy.

Desperately need skin care prods cause mine ran out LLAG!! (LONG LONG AGO!!!) DEsperately need a new phone too. OMG!!! And super duper DESPERATE for a WARDROBE. My drawers are BURSTING CAN!!!!!! Well.. Ok... Supply < Demand = Opp cost. Have to forgo things can. Why invent money lehz.. Haiz.. =x

And I wanna go a lot of places to shop: Orchard, Bugis, Vivo, Clarke Quay but time = 3 weekends. With this going orchard. Have to buy mine & BF's one.

Oh.. FYI, I normally shop for my siblings NY clothes and also buy ba kwa for my papa and pineapple tarts for myself. Need to go look for CNY cookies. And look out for nieces' pyjamas. I'm pyjamas buyer for the past 5 year already. Okies.. Enough typing. Ext falling off if I continue. Tata til tml.

Voom Voom...

2010-01-20T15:26:00.002+08:00

19th January 2010 marks a very important part of my life

I finally passed my driving test. Now I'm officially a driver on probation. =) P Plate...

Yesterday I woke up at 9am to prepare for my driving lesson. At 1.55pm. My test started. I met a rather good tester who guided me at some point of time. So i drove aroun circuit. Got 4 points deducted inside. Drove out, got 8 points and while driving in, forgot to engage gear 1 and got 2 points. Total demerit points = 14. I was so happy to find myself passed the test. So I ran down to find Bui Bui who was there waiting for me since i started test. I watched the video and paid the $50 for the photo license. =)

I wanna thank those who gave me their support. Snow white & bui bui for eating vegetarian food for me. JL & BFF for their luck.. Snow white, Bui Bui & JL For offering me moral support by getting me something if i pass.. Although I a bit bhb to ask for it. But i just wanna give myself more goals to pass.. =) Thank Guan Er Ye for bo bi-ing me pass. Thank uncle for teaching me. I was still galang gabok during the morning lesson.. Haiz.. I really tot i will fail can.. =((( And most important. Thank my mum for sponsoring my whole learning journey.

After the tes, we went Rose Veranda for tea cause it's 27th monthsary.. Also as celebration for my victory. If i fail.. Treat as an wei xi lorz.. Hehez! Consolation. And Bui Bui bought me a set of P plate.. He say he is very confident dat i will pass. Hehez~! Den we went home after tea. Next time must bring michelle there..

Standing here is the firstand one and only female driver in the Teo family. Well.. My mum and sisters all haven't get their liscense. Something i feel very proud of even though i passed only after the 2nd trial. Nothing to really compare abt but at least i felt that i shined brightly yesterday. I wasn't the best in the family, so it's nice to be best for one time.

I drove home from Seng Kang. It does feel weird driving a lorry. My max speed was 50 plus.. Still not used to the vehicle can... =)

Btw BFF decided to get a portrait of her Bear Bear done on her wrist. So I'm sponsoring her part of it as a belated 21st pressie. I always wanted to get her a PSP, which I did ot because of unstable modification. So now she agreed to let me pay.. Den it's good.

Now that i've passed my driving, i have to rush my MA assignment 2, get ready for LBO test and revise. Den start saving up for Bui Bui's birthday. =) Big plans

Start shopping for CNY everyone? Better be fast. While the malls are still not so crowded yet.. I've set my eyes one a pair of heels from FEP, a pair of jeans and a dress from bebe, a pair of shorts and long sleeve hoodie from AX. Nothing much from Guess and Levi's. Maybe will go see again. Miss Selfridge tempted me with their on sales dresses. OMG! And i just bought a pair of heels for myself.. Started wearing all the new clothes also. =)

Happy me.. Feel like driving tonight again.. =)

2010-01-12T15:36:00.002+08:00

Let's blog while I'm working.. Cause I kinda finished quite a lot and I wanna rest for awhile.. Last week, my boyfriend went back for reservice. So he didn't have to work. But his knock off time was inconsistent so a bit irritating. But nonetheless, he would have cleared 4 reservice and down with only 6 more to go. Talking about reservice, this is the 3rd reservice I've seen him go. The first was right after we got together.

He flew all the way to Australia and left his "few days old" girlfriend in Singapore. He was quite reluctant to be my boyfriend cause he feel that it's not nice to leave her after a few days.. Afterall it's honeymoon period what. But he still did.. So no choice larz.. That was the first one i saw him went. Away from me for 2 weeks plus.. And I was sick at that time. How suay can it get. I only manage to catch a few phone calls or sms from him. And worst thing? He could only talk to me for minutes. Cause all of them using the same phone. DUH!!! Poor thing right? And I couldn't talk much cause of swollen throat. He came back with chocolates and a pair of earring which I couldn't wear cause I have allergy...

2nd one was last year. Wasn't that bad cause it was ony a few days compared to the last one. Nothing much also. This time round also for 3 days only. I'll just treat that he is resting at home, not meeting me, not playing game with me lorz.. No big deal de. I will have more time to do my stuff. Not that he keeps sticking to me. More to I'm stickier den him. Cause whenever I have free time and he have, I just wanna spend it with him, be it sleeping, playing games, shopping or slacking.

Recently we are back to mapling. And it's quite fun to play it with big group of friends. Later I wanna go home play already. After my driving lesson. But I also have to curb cause I have MA assignment which I haven't start and 5 months worth of revision not done yet. OMG!!!

Speaking of driving.. I fared very badly yesterday that I nearly cried. Uncle didn't really scolded me but he was quite pek cek also. I guess I was too kan chiong cause test date is real near. So my mind went blank. Uncle say dun keep thinking about failing and everything. Maybe I'll need a massage or some lavendar thingy to relax myself.

Work wise.. It the start of a new quarter, so means I need to submit GST again. Haiz.. I'm starting to dread all this. I mean I came to this job just to be a data entry person. Den now I'm responsible for GST, bank reconciliation, closing of accounts and even do fixed assets schedule. I mean I was supposed to do all these? 1/3 done with GST cause I settled October accounts. Left November & December for the next 5 to 6 days. I believe I can finish on time.

Talking about myself? Still coughing badly since X'mas period til now. Will try my best to recover. Super bad girlfriend recently. Not that I'm good last time.. But I have been worst recently. I just anyhow throw temper at my boyfriend, keep scolding him and hitting him. Yes.. Hit him.. And I slap him. You heard it right. SLAP! Probably because he is so nice to me and my torturous habits that I went overboard and start to not know my limit. So I must control.. And it's darn hard.

Skipping school as usual.. (Didn't I made a resolution? Haiz...) Going to work.. Didn't skip. Enjoying life. And you'll see me slog like hell for the next few months cause exams approaching. All in May and quite evenly spread out. Heng Sai me... Gonna start my hardcore revision with JL after CNY. Gotta settle GST before I take off for exams. So I guess no work totally in May...

Oh yar.. Baby bought me a set of DVD, Under the Canopy of Love and Coraline. Hehez~! Super happy. Coraline is quite nice and funny. Not very scary though. Bought 4 new dresses and a top last week. Bought one dress this week.. (Well.. only 2nd day of the week) Tml going out with snow white.. Hopefully I dun overspent. Hehez~! Both of us just can't control. Visiting LGS tml I guess to get the top. Thinking about the woolly dress.. Haiz.. See how first... Hmmm...

And Baby officially lost his spectacles. Went to make a new one last week. Just got it yesterday. Know wat? The last specs was last den one year old. Luckily I didn't allow him to make a branded or expensive one. So I told him, if he can make this specs safe and dun lose it for one year, the next specs i'll make for him would be branded one. =) Sweet~!

And to motivate myself to drive properly, Bui Bui & JL will buy me something if I pass. Wahahahaz~! I must really jia you. Though I only slept for 3 hours.. I believe I can do well today cause of the motivation I got. And I am going to school on Wednesday and Thursday. I must go!!!! And I will got vegetarian for breakfast everyday till my test date, burn joss stick and pay respect to Guan Er Ge everyday from now on. Plus remind me. I used to do that everyday though. But slacked away cause everyday wake up late, no time to do all those.. =)

Ok... Looking forward to tomorrow and Friday where I wish I'll have a wonderful time.. =)

Happy New Year!!!

2010-01-05T12:06:00.002+08:00

It's 2010 Peeps! I know I am super late.. For the past festive seasons, I have not been wishing anyone.. Partly it's because I have been having too much fun at my own parties dat I forgot to wish people. WAhahaz~! I used to send plenty of sms-es to people.. But i stopped doing so. Anyway... This new year I spent it well.

On NYE, we went Tamp crystal jade to have dinner, followed by a 3D movie at Great World. Avatar was a good movie, effects and everything is nice. But i think the storyline not really to my liking.. Maybe to draggy. For the whole 2.5h to 3 hour, it's talking about this guy trying to live life and blend into the lifestyle of the Na'vi to try to get them to move away as the human wanna get the minerals found at their village. And this guy switched sides to help the Na'vis.

From this movie, I see how human can be so ugly, ruthless and selfish. The beautiful part of this story is to tell us how we are harming our environment, our mother. I'm not a very green person cause I'm someone who uses a lot of paper. And i really mean ALOT. But i do try to cut down on things thhat take super long to bio-degrade or those that are non-biodegradable. I try to cut down on disposable utensils and save some energy when possible.

The next day, I slacked whole day and didn't go anywhere cause on Sat i had to work. On Sunday we didn't do much too... But On sat we went 313.. Went to this cafe where they have seats which swings. Hehez~! Den went to Changi Airport cause i was feeling a tad hungry and wanna go there.. More of i feel like visiting that place with my BF at 1am.. Wahahaz~!

Recently we went back to Maple.. More to yesterday.. Lol... Cause rather bored.. But not to forget.. No matter how bored I am.. I have to do my Assignment 2 for MA.

Resolutions for 2010?
1. Go school more often
2. Skip school less often
3. Lose some weight
4. Save some money
5. Jimmy Choo
6. Buy less quantity of clothes
7. Sleep early
8. Blackberry
9. REVISE! (Well.. I never revise until Exam period.. Imagine that)
10. Earn more money!! $$$ (Meaning finding more ways to earn money.. Not work more hours..)

Good luck to me for this resolutions.. =)

Cough cough..

2009-12-30T15:06:00.003+08:00

Spent last week celebrating christmas with BBq and steamboat... Yee Woen's parents joined us. Gege proposed and everything was nice with Muffin's x'mas pressie... Black absinthe, 85%. Totally knocked out.. Maybe just try 75% next time will do. Whopping $260 can...

Went Haw par villa with my nieces, mic, lisa jie jie and bui bui on Sunday. Wahahaz~! Den we went Vivo for Sushi Tei and River Island... Nice weekend spent.

Was so angry with bui bui cause he PS-ed me on sat and i couldn't contact him after that. Only managed to traced him after calling his mum and knocking at his window at 10am in the morning.. Cabbed there.. Super angry can.. And he didn't know where he placed his specs. Fucking hate him when he is drunk.. Totally no control. Could still smell the Martel that morning.. Hate him for enjoying den forget about me. EVERYTIME! HUMPH!!!

Ok.. Am sick now.. Spent Monday slacking and visited Le Glass and bought new clothes too.. =) Cause she put her new arrivals there... Hehez~!

Up & down

2009-12-13T04:59:00.002+08:00

HEhez~! Now I haven't sleep. Later confirm very tired den dun wanna go out liaoz.. Den bui bui have to coax me outta bed and drag me out of the house. Hmmm...

This week has been a super up & down for me...

Anyway, before I go on, congrats to Wenzi's 2nd bro for his wedding. Hmmm.. Is was an enjoyable session for us I believe. =)

Back to the topic. Bui bui and I sort of broke up for 3 days because of the lie he told to me. Which made me super disappointed. I really wanted to leave him already and continue leading my life and ignore him.

But his perserverence and poor look on him soften me down. He really tried very hard to coax me back. And he nearly gave up on Friday. His mood was low to the max and he even jioed Chris out for a drink. But that was also the day things went back to normal.

Collected my clothes on Friday. Went T3 just now and had Royaline @ Coffee Club. Superb. Went vivo for steamboat with Mic, bui bui and Lyris + Lyvia.

Planned out X'mas le.. Looking forward.. =)

Mummy's Birthday

2009-12-03T02:05:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was mummy's birthday... =)) 50 years old liaoz.. =xxx

Hmmm... I'm still working hard on my LBO assignment. Should hand in today de.. But i didn't go.. So next week larz.. =x Hmmm... I wanna do it well.. Must jia you for studies liaoz..

Need to relax..Need some night life and kbox...

Need to buck up in studies.. I wanna get super good results..

I miss my bui bui... So sweet of him to keep telling me he cares..

So many things going in my mind.. Thinking of so many things...

Tomorrow dunno have MA test not.. Better dun.. So kan chiong..

Where's my clear mascara!!! Hmmm...

Sleepy... But cannot sleep ~_~

Kitty Lab

2009-12-01T20:01:00.002+08:00

Went kitty lab last week.. Quite fun.. Spent alot there...

Now rushing my law assignment. Still need to prepare for my test tomorrow. I'm so pissed now..

I dun understand why studying in SIM UOL means less stress when I'm still working part time. As though some one studying full time in NTU is more stressful den I am. JUST STUDYING OK? No need work also more stress den I am..

Keep telling me to work full time. Fuck off larz... wat kind of suggestion is that when I studying full time. WTH.. I worked because my mum can no longer support my expenses. So I worked. I worked because my school has more time allowance but that doesn't mean it's easy. If it is really that easy why the fuck it is recognised.

I mean i feel stressful too. I also have so may things to do. Yet I termed as the relax one.. Nothing to do.. Can give me chores or keep asking me to do thngs. Becuase I have ungraded test? Or because I have 100% exam? Am I really that useless to the extend people think my uni paper is so easy to score?

Uni is not easy. It is manageable but not easy. Why people have to give me that kind of look like I'm forever skiving. Just because I have a BF i can go out with during weekend after 3 days of school and 3 days of work? Or becuase I come home earlier means I'm more free. BULLSHIT!!

Why the fuck do I have to study full time and work part time while some don't? Or why the hell was I asked to study part time and work full time. It's super unfair... It's not I can't study... When I say I'm busy with assignment, does anyone care. Just keep telling me to do things... And in the end.. I stayed up til morning just to have a never will be graded assignment done and handed in. Is this not effort? Or this is foolishness? Still not enough?

I'm fucking sick of this family. Who always think UOL is that simple. OR keep asking me to work and work and study and study... Why am I the only one? Who gave a damn when I had to wake up at 6.30 on a sunday just to go to work? No one. No one cared if I'm havin aching back or headache...

No one know how stressful it is to cope everything by myself... FUCK IT!

2009-11-24T17:28:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Kiah Kiat's wedding banquet.. Saturday was her ROM. Attended both. Felt happy for her... And she look really gorgeous. The food was good and the companions even better... =)

Didn't manage to go to Kittylab last sunday cause wasn't able to buy the online tickets already. Sianz... Stayed home for awhile to see kor kor and michelle play R.E 5.. Wah.. So funny can... Hmmm... Den went to buy Fable's hay and pellets. Anyway.. I went to work on sat and sun.. Quite relunctant to.. But no choice.. And feeling super tired.. Didn't get to do my assignment also... Den wear so nice also never take picture.. My bf larz.. No good de.. Won't take the camera and insist to take photo of me... Must i call him de... Humph! Lousy boyfriend.. =x

Annivesary also dun take alot of photo.. Is i request de lorz... Sian.. Super sian.. EEEEEE~!

Today work also very tiring.. Still have to go home and do assignment.. Den tomorrow need to print le.. So must finish at least 70% today can.. Wah.. Super tough larz.. Sianz.. Can I dun hand up... Haiz...

Uber uber good girl

2009-11-06T15:48:00.002+08:00

Dear neglected blog.. I'm back.. Yes.. This time round I wanna praise myself.. Cause I went to school on wed and thurs. Madness ok.. I only skip mon's lesson. Next week will be a super nice one where i go for all lessons and prepare myself for micro test.

I was feeling super kan chiong on thursday afternoon.. Cause the lecturer super crazy one. Will point to you and ask for ur answers. And guess wat.. I skipped 4 lessons.. So i totally dunno wat the tutorial was abt.. But well.. I bucked up and managed to stay awake for the lesson and understood wat he said.. Li hai horz...

Last week was halloween.. No club for me.. Went movie at vivo instead. Saw people dressing up.. saw pregnant ldy, freddy, mamogram.. My god.. on of themost creative i've seen.. Watched Jennifer's Body.. 15 pax in total.. Serene, her sis, wendy & bf, sky, jason, mic, my sis, loh, xing, chris, cyndi, bro, bui and myself. bought 15 tics but only used 14 seats. Cause the cinema seats per row was 16... Managed to buy 14.. 15th was last minute.. So had to sit alone. In the end we push the arm rest away and squeezed together... Hahaz~! NICE~!

Recently bought quite a few clothes.. I bought myself 2 shorts, one denim skirt, a few tops, a pair of sandals and 3 belts.. Wahahaz~! Cool manz.. Total damage for 2 days.. $97.25.. Ate my mochi on wednesday when i met thiong n mic at orchard. Had chawanmushi and donuts when i met yi gong on thursday.. Guess i'll be having salad today.. Hehez~!

Having to assignments due 2 weeks from now.. I can boldly tell everyone that i have not started and dun even know the question to it. Hahaz.~!

Roy's birthday yesterday.. Welcome to club 21...

Tomorrow meeting kiat and mic.. Think wenzi also.. Den maybe can go find JL cause will be at Tampines area. WAhahahaz~!

I think i still need some dress and tops.. Wristlet also. Totally heart the wristlet i saw at FEP and dress too... Lot'sa lacey dresses nowadays. Some looks nice.. Some are totally awful in my context yet people still buy... But my point is.. though i like lacey stuff.. I think i'm going to cut down on them.. Cause it's getting too common.. Not my style..

And my pretty tempts still haven't arrive... Slow slow slow.. Speed up lehz.. Super anticipating can? HH replies slow too.. I want my stuff!!!

1 more hour to go.. Now i have to think of the surprise.. =) And my Coraline In 3D.. Sat? =)

2009-10-27T23:12:00.002+08:00

Had a very nice 2nd anni last week. From Fri to mon.. movie, dinner, shopping, neoprints etc..

Last weekend was also very nice.. had steamboat at bugis and got a new agnes b bag... hot pink in color and my new harajuku perfume.. only left 3 more from old collection and it'll be full set..

Super stress at work. Cause have deadlines to meet. alot of amendments. All data not entered by me previously. Have to find them all out. Skipped lunch to have the things churned out..

Headache abt money issue. I'm feeling super bad mood. Haiz...

Quarrelled with my bf.. Over small issues. But just not happy. Still not in his planning. Just plan watever he like, not thinking if I have anything for him. Have to go by his way.. When he dun wanna meet. But never think when I dun wanna meet.

Thinking of not meeting him on tues n thurs... he insisted wed n thurs. Still came over today. Cause need to fetch mum. Cannot rest early. Fucking unfair to me can? No mutual agreement at all. Fuck!

Tml have school.. assignment starting soon... Plagued with financial prob, family prob, work issues and school stress. i just want someone to have a nice dinner with and forget abt those things for thhat short 1 hr.

Haven't been sleeping well too.

Here it comes..

2009-10-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

Just celebrated muffin's 21st birthday last week with him. Bought him a FCUK watch because muffin's watch spoilt and he didn't get a nice one til now. Yup...

This week is relaxing week for me cause I have been slacking. Wahahz~! You heard me right... Slacking. The best thing to do in the world..

Soon it's will be 2nd anniversary. Super fast right? Still remember how unbelievable for me to step into a relationship. For people who know me should know I have never dated anyone before my bf. No one ever made me feel like sayin yes the moment he ask the question. He was the first.

No doubt I love my boyfriend cause he treat me super well.. =)

Looking forward to the beautiful day starting from tomorrow onwards... Fri, Sat, Sun & Mon will be filled with celebrations. Nothing too exaggerating... Just loads of each other's companion.. =)

2009-10-06T14:10:00.002+08:00

I failed. I feel super disappointed.

Not with myself. But with the tester.

Everyone should admit their mistakes, including myself.

I admit I made mistakes. But not all that he pointed out.

He really enjoy hitting that tablet.

And he mocked at me when I failed.

40 de-merit points is alot I know. Far from passing

But that does not mean u can laugh at a first-timer. Especially you are a tester.

And does not mean all the mistakes u pointed to me are wrong

Because I'm bloody sure I did all those.

I think you're the one who dun have the eyes to see.

Damn you, Fu Shou Way.

Fucking lousy tester.

Nervous.

2009-10-05T20:48:00.003+08:00

Feeling super nervous. It's less den 24 hours larz..

Today went circuit

Went micro lecture. Stoned for the last bit of lecture. Because cramps was terrible. Pain to the extend i nearly took the bag and left the hall and go straight home. Endured thru. Took cab home. Didn't buy my textbook also.

Yesterday was lyvia's 2nd birthday. Growing up already. In 6 month's tim would be Lyris' 5th birthday. Fast rite?

Went rebel on sat. So fun. Just that not so nice like my bday. Music not good.

SAt was KK's bday celebration. Went for food and cake. Nice cake.

Yesterday went Coach to have the keyring fixed. Need to wait for months. Damn it.

I freaking feel like eating cake now. Dunno still have lyvia's remaining cake or not.

Still haen't visit JL yet.. Still haven't meet Jeanne yet. So many things left undone.

Wish me luck

Thursday already

2009-10-01T18:08:00.003+08:00

It's so nice because it's Thursday already. Because I'm supe looking forward for SAturday.. Cause i wanna go clubbing!! Yea!!!

Today skipped school again. I realised that I super no mood for PBF lectures and had skipped it 4 times. Cannot continue like this. So I must buck up. That's why I'm revising my PBF right now. I have received all my study guides and bought the PBF textbooks. Gonna buy the rest next week.

Chatting with Flo now while studying and blogging... Yesterday went to school and went to Tampines for Sakae Sushi buffet with my sis, mic and shirley. hahaz~! =) I ate super a lot can? I bowl of udon, cold soba, 2 chawanmushi, kani tempura, fried tofu, hotate sashimi etc. Super shiok sia. And went home still had a bowl of fish soup. I so li hai eat rite? *Clapz

Gonna meet bui bui today... So excited. Yesterday was his rest day.. So didn't get to see him.. Today went driving. I think i'm improving and quite zai already. Hahaz~! Next week is the TP liaoz. I'm feeling super nervous and really hope i can score well and pass.. Den i can drive papa's van pa pa zao liaoz... hehez~! tml also have driving lessons. Gonna buck up liaoz. =)

Dim Sum Buffet

2009-09-29T15:42:00.004+08:00

First.. I haven't get the chance to scold any Coach staff because I haven't go to their boutiques. Hahaz~!

Sat met Jia Liang and went Maple Joy to buy perfume. Bought 3 perfume there. One mini for collection, anna sui lil' starlet and incanto dreams. Wahahaz~! so happy. Went wisma food republic for puay heng xiao wan mian. OMG.. My favourite can.. Went shopping at Taka and saw a super nice hello kitty bag. =) $100 plus de.. Hehez~!

Went Azabu Sabo Hokkaiddo ice cream at basement with him and met Michelle there. Hehez~! saw very nice lanterns there.. Hehez~! Feel like buying lehz... Went home after that and slacked around til bui bui reached.

Went East Coast for Waraku but in the end changed place because it was simply too packed. OMG!!! Packed to the MAX!!!! No.8 on waiting list for 3-4 people tables lehz.. Siao arz... Went to the Katong Branch instead. Not so packed but still need to wait for the seats. But good thing is we got a private room. Ordered food and ate. I ordered a cream udon and a cold soba. Wahahaz~! So much rite? Together we orderd a Katsu Curry Don, Ebi cream udon, cold cha soba, Hotate Kaminabe, Ebi tempura and a beef n udon set.. Wahahaz~! We eat super a lot can.. =)

Went to pick bui's mum up and headed to Cathay for Phobia 2 a.ka 5bia. =) The first 4 stories are scary ones. But the last one was a funny one. Super funny can.. But bui bui asked me never to watch horror in cinemas again. CAuse I get so scared that I will have nitemare.. Dare not sleep etc.. Hehez~! Watched with Mic, muffin, bui, sis n kor. =)

Next day woke up early to meet my 2 best buds.. Muffin and Roy... Went Cityhall for dim sum buffet. Ate so much.. Goodness me.. Har gow, mapo tofu, lotus root soup, siew mai, gui ling gao, mango pudding, century egg congee etc. They gave me a bouquet of lilies.. Hehez~! I have 3 bouquets for birthday. But wasted is none can be kept. I was complaining to them at least buy me something i can keep. Haiz... Why are there stil people who didn't catch my msg when i put it so clearly... Haiz... I feel it's super wasted.. But never mind. I love that bouquet. Full of pleasant smelling lilies. Thanks best buds.

Went boat quay TCC to slack. Super nice place to slack. Bean bags and coffee table. Had hazelnut milk shake and greentea cake. Went home after that.. with my bro sending us home. Just nice he was around that area.

Reached home and waited for my pig to come. So late still dun wanna come.. Cause work commitment. Super angry. Cause it's sunday and i'm supposed to go Coach de lorz.. In the end qu bu chen. Wasted my whole sunday larz. Damn u Tristar!

Went Tampines 1 instead for subway and went bacon shopping. Went home and orh orh after that... Naughty me refused to let bui bui go home after he left Fable at my place. Hehez~!

Yesterday was supposed to bring Fable for spaying.. But lazy me postpone it and woek up late.. Went for lessons and went home after that. Did something i consider brave.. I had my lunch alone at my house coffeeshop.. Wahahaz! ALONE lehz... Li hai hor.. =x Went CDC for driving lessons. Mount curb again.. Haiz.. Same place... 3-point turn...

Bui bui came to pick me up and went home. Fried bacon and waited for BFF to bring the baguette and veg here. Had a very sumptious dinner.. fish soup, cheese bason sandwishes and cheesy cocktails.. Yum.. I think i'm a fabulous cook. Who wanna try my culinary skills next time? =)

Later going Tampines for shopping and dinner.. Bui bui gonna fetch me from work. =)

JL went op yesterday. Successful.. But no full recovery.. But better den nothing.. His condition is considered quite bad... Able to improve the condition is good already... Gonna visit him soon.

Devastated to the max

2009-09-26T10:23:00.002+08:00

Ok.. I'm feeling damn awful now. Who ever who comes provoking me will die cause I will scold them until dunno like wat..

I lost my damn coach keychain's pearl. And I'm super pissed with Coach because the keychain was hundred plus and yet it spoils so easily. The pearl dropped out like nobody's business.

If your products are of fucking bad quality, dun advise your customers to use it anyway which is considered heavy duty and would damage the product. Which idiot won't use super glue to stick the thing instead of using just a metal stick. Damn you manufacturers.

I'm the user, not the producer. How would i know how u secure the thing? You should be responsible for that. Damn you. Fuck you larz.. Damn angry now. Damn inferior quality.

It's my bloody 21st birthday present and yet it spoil so easily. And that is bought using my BF's hard earned money. Just you think u wanna jack up ur sales and earn more commission doesn't mean u can anyhow recommend people with the product. Damn you COACH! Fuck you.

I'm going to their boutique and demand an exchange. If not I'll will scold that fat SA who sold the bag to my BF!

My Fantastic 21st Birthday Party

2009-09-24T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hahaz~! My birthday party was a huge and fun one I must say. Thanks for attending and making it so fun for me.

On 18th Sep, I celebrated my cousin's birthday with her at her place. We had dinner and cake the flan and aunt baked. It was very nice. After that we went boat quay and went drinking with Chris and gang for his birthday celebration. There, I received my first present from my BF. A hand-made birthday card. So sweet.

Next day.. I had KFC breakfast and we went botanic garden for lunch. Spent quite a lot there.. Around $100. Went back home to meet honey who was waiting for me. Settled my catering stuff and delifrance. Had it set up and food was prepared.. Guests started arriving and the dinner started. So many people can. Mic, Wenzi, ALvin, Angel, Qi Hao, Joyce, Hong Yu, Jeremy, Kannan, Jia Liang, Samantha, MArk, Jun kai, Doreen etc. Hahaz~! Received super lots of present. And one bouquet from Fishie and gang.

Cut my castle cake at 9pm. Didn't manage to eat anything because bui bui was super late. And I'm super angry over that. And I got my coach bag from him and a bouquet of deep red romantic roses.. =)

Headed to Rebel and open a Martel canon, a bailey's and tequila. VIP area sia. Busy getting people in and the correct stamp. Hahaz~! Cut my Nectarie green tea passion cake. Didn't get to eat also. Downed Martel on rocks, tequila pop, bailey's on rock and dunno wat larz.Wasted by midnight. Bui bui sent me home.

Lost my Anna Nucci heels there.. Got a big bump on my right face and behind my right ear. Vommitted all over the place. Super nice can. =) I enjoyed. My guests enjoyed too. Thanks for making my birthday so enjoyable and those who took care of me. Saw Lian Yew and Heng Wei there too. Wasted didn't get to see Kian Yong..

Vommitted throughout the day on Sunday. No food for me for 30 hours. So poor thing. Bui bui banned me from drinking liaoz.. =( 20th sep was Dan's birthday. That's all.

School started... Full fledge... =)

Super long post.

2009-09-18T10:52:00.002+08:00

Hi.. This is a super long post. Because i have not updated my blog for a very very long time. Hahaz~!

Has been busy preparing for birthday celebration. Ordering the food, shopping for clothse etc. Was feeling very fed up in between because simply too many things to do yet so little time. I think if I ever get married, I'll be a bridezilla. Hahaz~! So now I'm a "birthdayzilla". Lol. Luckily everything is in order. Will blog about my birthday details next post with all the preparations and how much I spent. Hehez~!

Last thursday I met Snow White at Orchard for shopping and massage. First we went Paragon for Sushi Tei. While waiting for her I went shopping myself because I reached early. Went Wisma and wanted to go Patterns to look for Thomas. But boss around so I did not. Walked to Taka instead and went to Paragon after that.

Had our lunch and we went to bugis to visit the Corset shop. Where I got my corsets and I got one for Soo Leng too for her birthday present. So we went walking around before heading to Kovan for massage at Sri Bayu. I had a 1.5 hr massage. Super good can.. Hahaz~! We're planning to go back there one day.

Went for dinner with her at Xin Wang and headed home after that. She passed me my birthday present which I still do not know wat is it because I wanted to wait til tomorrow den I'mm unwrap my pressie. Thanks snow white. =)

Saturday was Snow white & Hui Ying's birthday. Happy birthday girls. Bui bui and I went shopping at Far east, Ion & Taka. Spent a lot that day. Spent $120 at Far east and $155 at Taka. Hehez~! All for birthday stuff. =pPp I bought some nails stuff and a Guess dress for birthday. Didn't manage to get the skirt I like because it wasn't available at Ion River Island. So sad. Went for Korean food after that and headed home because bui bui need to fetch his mum home.

Sunday, I met Michelle at Vivo cause she acc me got buy my River Island Heels. I felt super happy. But it cost me $199.. To be exact.. It cost bui bui. Wahahaz~! Went for Marche because bestie wanna have roast beef and rosti. But the desert there is quite good. Went pet safari and saw some schaunzer which mic like a lot. Hehez~! Went home after that and went 511 Bedok for dinner with the guys and my sis & bro. Had a super full dinner.

Quarrelled with my boyfriend that night.

Went for lesson yesterday and sat with Karen. chatted awhile. Lesson ended and I headed to Clarke Quay central mall. Lot'sa spending also. Bought candies there, did my eyebrows.

Met Shirley and headed to Bugis. Shopped around bugis street and bought my black skirt, leggings and some nails stuff again. While Shirley bought her toe seperator. Hahaz~! went for pedi after that. Chose a blueish violet with shimmer color. Love it to the max. Mic joined us after her bike practical and we went Ajisen for late lunch.

And damn it. Ajisen changed their menu. No more pork curry ramen and miso ramen. Damn.. And worst... No more Ajisen ramen!!! =(((

Headed to Orchard Far East Plaza and didn't get anything there.. Aiya.. So sad larz.. WAhahahz~! Save money. Actually yes larz.. I got something.. But not for me.. For Chris... Because today is his birthday! Turning old.. Old man...

And it happen to be my cousin's birthday and my friend, Raymond's birthday.. Happy 21st chairman... =)

Today gotta go home and do lotsa stuff for tomorrow. Haiz.. A bit sian also.. Wahahaz~!

THick thick... =(

2009-08-29T09:55:00.003+08:00

TOday meeting Wenzi they all for their belated bday celebration. Most probably eating cartel because cheap and have free flow of bread mahz..

Now at work... Feeling very lazy. In fact I do have things to do but.. =) I'm falling sick already.. I'm having blocked nose. Specifically, the right nosetrils. Hmmm.. I'm having it runny too.
*The description below maybe a bit disgusting.

My mucus are yellowish-green. Super thick like phlegm. So I deduce that my body is super heaty. So I drank the "san jiao biao qing re shui" aka three legs cooling water. Lazy go buy chrysanthemum tea larz.. Walk very far. THe cooling water my house have liaoz.. WAhahaz~!

Yesterday went to driving. Learnt parallel parking. Hehez~! Still trying my best to master it larz. I'm learning to master my driving skills for i'm gonna have my test real soon. October lehz... Hmmmm.. But the leg ache a lot because of the biting point. Hahaz~!

Bui bui came and pick me up after my driving lesson and we went Tampines Ajisen for dinner. Had spicy ramen and chicken wing. Hehez~! After that bui bui and I went back to his house to slack. Fable is shedding a lot of fur larz... And bui bui's mummy bought a new pot of flowers. Anyway.. We reached back home and he went to buy food for his mum while I kakuro. Hehez~!

Went home after that I fell straight into slumberland. Hehez~! Bui sayang me and left. He only sms when he reached home. And I already fell asleep liaoz.. Hahaz~! Piggy me...

Woke up today and prepared for work.. I made Lyvia cry and she cried non-stop. So my sis hit her. My bad.. I feel so guilty. She was eating Pocky and I asked her if I can have one. She said no and turned away. So I continue to make fun of her. I stretched my hands to her pocky, pretending to take it and she started whining. And it escalated to very loud cry. I feel so guilty. But because I didn't like the idea of her being selfish. Both my nieces have this bad habit. So.. I'm guilty anyway even though I just wanted them to be more generous.

The way she hit the kid u will feel very "xin tong" one.. Haiz.. No choice.. Her mum chooses how she wanna educate and discipline her children...

Straight to year 2!!!

2009-08-27T21:54:00.002+08:00

Ok.. Today i went to school to submit my forms for the Pound 539 and my other necessary forms. I just received my bridging exams results. I passed both. With me scoring better for maths. Although I'm better in Econs.. But i didn't really study much because I put all my focus on Maths. Nevertheless, I still passed and i feel super happy. Hehez~!

Today went Sakae buffet with Michelle at Tampines. Sharon joined us to shop around before leaving to her agency to sign the contract. Den at the buffet we ate quite a lot. And the funny thing was BFF order chocolate mochi ice cream. But they gave her yam. Den when she ate, she was so surprised. Hahaz~! So we asked them to change.

Last saturday bui bui went to buy my stuff for birthday.. With ah long and ah xing. I'm so excited to know what bui bui bought me. Hmmm... I'm feeling happy today and looking forward to my birthday.. Although something bad happened last night.. =)

2009-08-21T15:12:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to school. Woke up late so I cabbed to school instead. Attended the lecture without friends... I feel so sad can... Haiz... Den some more I missed 1 lesson so a bit blur blur. After that went to SIM popular to grab the IBF textbook which cost $50++. OMG larz... Haiz... But for the sake of good grades, I just bought it. Met Mic on 154 and we headed to Plaza Sing together.

Roamed around and the place and went Daiso but didn't buy the thing I want. So went Ajisen for lunch and headed to carrefour. BOught lemon tarts, fruit loops & a baby cereal for myself. Yes.. U didn't read it wrong.. Baby cereal for myself. It taste so good can.. I must tell bui bui to buy for me if he needs to coax me. WAhahaz~!

Went home to put down our bags and after awhile we headed to Simei to meet Kannan, Hui Min & James to attend a service.

He was late so we went to pet safari at East Point. I super long never go East Point already larz. We went to see the rabbit. Wahahaz~! I saw they super big rabbit. It's called something giant. But not very beautiful lehz. Proceeded to the dog corner. Saw a Chow chow. Yes.. The lion dog. So cute lorz.. Look so glum one. Den saw a miniature schnauzer. He pooed and he was so clever as to not to step on his own shit larz.

Met Muffin and we had starbucks followed by pasta at eighteenchefs. The food there not bad. It's affordable and the environment is very vibrant. The apple & potato salad was so yummy. So nice.. Hehez~! I shared my food with BFF.

After the service BFF & I cabbed home and met SYG & Sharon. Invited them to my place because SYG wanted to read my newly bought textbook. Wahahaz~! Chatted for awhile and they left because Chu Feng came back.

Played the SIMS 2 awhile den went to bed le. BFF left early because she have test and yesterday was 1st day of seventh month. Bui bui did not meet me because he had to help his mummy with the praying stuff. So he blogged and called me. Wahahaz~! I miss him lehz.. But never mind.. I'll get to see him today.. WAhahaz~! but tomorrow he off again.. Well.. hope he will join me for dinner after he settle my birthday stuff tomorrow. So excited!!!

Yesterday was also Yee Woen's birthday!! Happy birthday!

I hope muffin is feeling better and does not bottle his feelings up. I mean it's traumatising for him.. I feel.. Afterall it's not a happy occassion and I can feel that he isn't very open about his thoughts and feelings regarding this incident. I really hope he let go and trash everything out den bursting it out at a much later time. I dun want him to cry alone or think about it alone and just get so trapped with his thoughts and questions. I rather he share. But it's up to him so I won't force him. Love ya muffin.

=)))

2009-08-18T10:21:00.006+08:00

Nice nice weekend with my bf. But first..
I managed to scrap through my econs paper. Able to do the Microecons questions. Not so well for Macro but I think I can pass if the teacher mark leniently. Went back to work on Fri and Sat. Cancelled my driving lesson on Friday because of bad headache.

Met JL on his birthday which was saturday. Happy birthday! Already know roughly wat to get for him. We went town area to have korean food den shopped around. But because of this leg injury we did not shop for too long. Went home and met BFF.. Met them for Aston dinner and went home.. Missed Jingyi's 21st party because need to be home cause daddy wasn't home.

Slept quite early because was too tired. Even Ah Xing also say I very tired. He still ask bui bui wat he did to me that made me so tired cause the moment I lie on my bed, i fell asleep. So Bui bui explained to him because of the exam preparations lorz.

Woke up early on sunday and pei bui bui go home change. Den went Compass Point to pick the 2 little imps from her mum and off we went to KFC for breakfast. Bui bui was so angry with the staff because we ordered porridge and it wasn't served to us. Instead they gave those ordering at the counter instead of us, we paid and waiting for the porridge.

Headed for ECP for some sand playing session. Hahaz~! It's quite fun except for the not so clean beached, the crude oil and the super hot sun. The 2 kids were red after staying under the sun for awhile. Afraid that they will get sun burn, so faster packed up and left. Bathed them and headed home. Reached home and bathed them again because they not thoroughly cleaned at ECP.

I bathed and headed to bui bui place to slack. He kept complaining every sunday must go out so I stayed at his place to slack lorz. Den helped him with some work stuff.. Slept and went home to dinner at Tampines Mall Crystal Jade. Had porridge.. Yum.. After that went home and sleep again. Hahaz~! I'm like a pig sia... Hehez~!

Yesterday went to work and helped Thomas cover his duties because he had to go to the shop to help. Went Tampines to meet BFF and shop for my heels. Yes.. Did not buy anything again.. Wahahaz~! but ate a lot.. I had 2 bread, some jian bao de skin, chawanmushi and ham.

We were at interchange waiting for bus to go home. And 65 just left so we queued for 22. Hoping that the double deck buses we see would be 22, it turned out not. Den I told michelle, "Behind got one double deck. Got chance it 22." Den she replied.."It's 65." Den I say. "Fuck you lar." Den we hurried to the 65 queue. Lol.. 65 is so fast can.

Reached home.. slacked.. had dinner and slept. Bui bui did not meet me.. Cause he was too tired... Sianz...

Later have driving lesson.. A bit sian also. Hahaz~!

Bridging Maths Exam

2009-08-12T19:30:00.002+08:00

Today is the day last day of preparation for my Bridging Econs exams.. Yesterday just had my bridging maths =)

Went for dim sum buffet at Harbourfont on monday morning and went home to study for maths. Studied through the night and still couldn't get some parts in my brain. But heck.. still sat for the paper and was lucky to spot some parts correctly. Best part being some questions were lifted straight from our notes and tutorial to help us pass. Well.. But I couldn't get the most important part into my brain.. I lost 30 marks.. I could no do a single sum on integration. Damn it. No idea at all can... Tried my best and I dunno wat it's all about. But never mind.. Passing mark is 34.. After moderation.. So I think i can pass.. =)

Took bus home and was too tired so I overshot my stop. Reached home after that and had my lunch. Slept til evening time and had dinner.. Continue sleeping til today and suffered superb headache so didn't meet the girls for our revision together. Went for lunch after BFF jio-ed me.. Went Swensen's with my sis, BFF n Lyvia. Went home and started studying..

I managed to study the first 3 chapters and 5th chapter. Left with 9 chapters. Some very important some are not. Gotta put in a lot of effort on Maecro cause it is tougher due to the complicated formulas.

Today is my bro's birthday. So we will be having home cooked food and strawberry cheesecake. Followed by a nice SYG will send me to CGA for my dose of caffeine. =) Hope he will do it..

Gonna meet JL soon.. Most prob on Sat after my work. Cause Sunday I not free... For Soo Leng.. I think we will be meeting next Sunday...

Was talking to Thiong kor kor about my birthday present.. Still dunno wat I really want.. But u can take ur pick from those below.. *Note: It's not a very strong want nor need.

Perfume
Anna Sui
Live your dream
Lil' starlet
Flight of fancy
Night of fancy
J.Lo
Sunkissed Glow
Calvin Klein
CKIN2U Pop
CKIN2U Heat
CK Euphoria Blossom Spring Lmt Edt
Monopoly (Cute/special ones)
Wallet (Agnes B/Guess/burberry/gucci/coach etc) Something to last me 1 to 2 years
Bag(Agne b/Guess/River Island etc) A4 size please. For school purposes. Dun buy too ex.
Heels(River Island/Guess etc)
Furniture
Book shelf
Wardrobe
Clothes
Jacket
Money
Skincare
Hard disk

Brand is not a must thing.. just preference.. I'm ok with no brand and nice looking stuff... Perfume wise can buy those that smell great. If no money can just get me a simple thing like a card or something to keep. I spent very long just to think of these.. Cause I really dunno what i want... Hahaz~! Perfume for collection purpose. Maybe updating more when I go out shopping. =)

Super stressed

2009-08-03T18:52:00.010+08:00

Just came back from work. And I am now feeling super stress because in a week's time, I'm gona have 2 exams. OMG~! Math & Econ... Hmmm.... I managed to bully her before I left home to lesson on Saturday.

I pasted price tags all over her and took them out and pasted them on her hair. Hahaz~!

Nice food.
Beautiful scenary. Just that you can smell the oil from the boats.

Saturday after Econs lessons, Bui bui brought me to VivoCity to shop around. We had dinner at Japanese Gourmet Town.. I had a scallop ramen.. While he had a mixed oko and we order tsukune curry soupand a mango lassie to share. Sadly... Although it was my favourite food.. I could not finish my food. My gastric ain't behaving herself. So I only ate half and left the restaurant. Den we went River Island and I caught my eye on a dress. It's very pretty but I doubt I have the guts t wear it out on a normal day. I love the heels there can.. It's so pretty...

Hmmm.. Went Forever 21 and saw nothing that I like. DEn we walked passed this pushcart and this causasian dragged me to the booth and started marketing the hair curler to me.. He used the curler n me. At first I was very relunctant to buy. But bui bui kept saying that it's good blah n blah.. All the worth it comes out and I really like how easily to was done. So I bought the curler..

It cost $136.. (Please don't scold mefor buying such expensive thing) Life-time warranty ETC... So I told my bf this is 22nd month present. I was still hoping he will give me perfume for the up-coming monthsary larz... Went home after that and bui bui stayed overnight.

Yesterday was last lesson for Econs while Friday was for Maths. I think I can cope but i dunno where all my confidence fly to. First I woke up early at 6.00am to prepare myself for school. Because need to accompany bui bui back home to get changed. Did my make-up at his place and played with the new curler I bought on Saturday. Den left for lessons after having a bowl of honey stars. Yummy~!

After lesson, we sent Sharon to Chu Feng's place. Supposed to sendher til MRT station. But since we knew the way to his place, we sent her ther. And suay suay when we reach there, chu feng already reach MRT station liaoz. So Sharon called him and told him. Then the phone call ended abruptly. We all tot that he was angry. But trn out that hi phone was spoiled.
Went Orchard after that. First stop was Cineleisure for Kobayashi. Hmmm.. Ate quite a lot. Supposed to go Ion orchard but because of my condition.. Bui bui told me to go home rest. So we went back. But before that we went PS awhile to play the arcade machine. Sad to say, no loot. Spent $9. Went Carrefour after that and bought ham nd strawberries for myself. Bought a box of fruit tarts for bui bui's mum.

Went his house and slept for awhile before waking up to change Fable's poo poo. So dirty. Eee... While bui bui slept. Cause when I was asleep, he cooked me maggie porridge made with lot'sa love.. hehez~! So I helped him clean fable's cage lorz.. After that we rushed home to pick BFF & Ah Xing for Aston. Went to buy Fable's food and bedding before heading to Tampines for Aston with my 2nd aunt, both nieces & sisters, BFF, Ah Xing, Bui bui & myself... =)
Had black pepper chicken with house salad and potato salad. It's heavenly. Went home after the dinner and slept.. zZzz

Btw.. I wore my HH bib dress & HH pink spag on Sat & Sun respectively. Great buy.. =)

Japanese Rice Crackers

Today Boss came back from Japan and brought us some snacks. After trying them, I decided to bring some home for my family. I mean in ofice I dun eat, I bring it back. Items are japanese rice crackers & wasabi-flavoured pistachios. The wasabi is really good. The taste is very strong. Most probably the powder on each pistachio is really wasabi powder. I was telling BFF I'm going to "tou" some back home to let her try. And I asked if she is free to come over to the cracker. At first is not free de.. Cause Shirley sick and BFF acc her to see doctor. But after that can liaoz. Because after the visit to the clinic, Shirley have some other place to go. Don't need to acc her after going to the clinic. So she can come meet me. Yeah~! *Clapz..

Ok.. I'm going to study soon. After playing game for awhile. =)

Gastric pain like hell.. Damn~!

2009-07-31T15:17:00.000+08:00

Now in office.. Gonna go for lessons in about 2 hours. Today will be the last bridging math class and exams will be in 2 weeks time. So scared larz

Yesterday submitted GST. Was feeling so stressed the whole day because stupid Samantha keep pestering me about GST when we have ample time to do it larz. Finished bank recon. Keyed in petty cash.. Ran the report and did the neccessary steps and TADAH~! The figures are out. Very different figure from the past but I am very confident because the figure tie with the balance sheet. Hahaz~! And tie to P/L. How can not correct? Hmmm....

Anyway... After submitting the GST, my gastric came.. Most probably due to my little dinner on wed night. Pain TTM lorz.. Because I took 4 pills and still pain. When for driving after work. Wanted to cancel it but was thinking better dun. In the end I only manage to learn 1 hour. Normally is 1.5 hour de.. Cause uncle say I wasn't on form yesterday and asked why so I told him I wasn't feeling well lorz. So he told me to drive home so I dun have to take bus.. Uncle very nice horz. Den when turning into the carpark, I mount a curb. Lol.. Both uncle and I got kan chiong-ed. Lol... Den uncle was telling me I didn't turn the steering wheel back. Wahahaz~!

Reached home and played game for awhile. Den BFF came and we talked. Yi gong joined us and my gastric worsen. I could not move at all. I only lie on my stomach flat on the bed and stayed there. Had some wheat bread and plain porridge. Was feeling better. But suddenly pain again. So I lie down again. Bui bui came and fed me bread. Hehez~! Den I told him I cannot move den he deliberately shook my body. Lol.. But the impact not much so not pain larz.

After that I ate my medicine and fell asleep. So fast lorz. But woke up in the middle of the night and felt some pain but dun really care and slept again. All the wat til today morning.

Was talking about night clubs. Telling SYG how much I detest my BF visiting this kinda places. Telling him I will not allow him to go night clubs. And talked about my birthday celebration. Emailed Rebel for quotations. Wahahaz~! Hope they reply soon.

BFF bought a Gucci bag for Shirley for only $700++ larz.. OMG~! I was telling BFF I wanna get myself an Agnes B bag to bring to school. She can buy it for me for my birthday or buy me loads of perfume. Wahahaz~! Love them...

Gotta start packing the room.. rearranging furnitures and buy new shelves and wardrobes to contain my loot and my precious collection. =) I'm thinking of getting a glass cabinet to display my perfume. But I'm afraid of itchy hands go touch them and open them themselves. And to remind them, most of my perfumes are not opened before. So if there's any changes to the packaging, most probably I know. I dun understand why people like to touch other people's things without permission. See see cannot mehz? OMG.

And bro says he's gonna buy Wii next month. Wah~! Love it manz. I wanna play cooking mama.

Ok.. before all the playing.. I need to study for my exams first. Hehez~!

U-turning again.

2009-07-28T21:12:00.002+08:00

Today went for driving lesson. Learnt more of u-turning. This time round I turned the steering wheel myself. But i nearly banged into the curb because I used engine brake, my steering wheel steered towards the left and I nearly beat red light. So Kan chiong larz. Hahaz~! Uncle also very kan chiong. And uncle was complaining to me about one of his student. Hahaz~! So funny larz.

Today was rushing GST submission for this Friday. Did UOB reconciliation. Left with MayBank and the suppliers side. Den more or less GST is done. Gotta try to finish this thing by tomorrow so Samantha can check and issue the cheque asap.

BC launched today. But nothing interest me...

I so wanna go Ion Orchard this weekend. I think we can go on Saturday night after school. Den Friday we can go VivoCity if possible. I miss Fable bunny... Must ask bui bui to clean her cage.

Gotta start studying soon. And maybe level up my character. =) Anyway I'm 26 already. So fast. All thanks to bui bui.

My birthday is coming soon. So excited. Dunno what bui bui will get for my birthday.. And my cake. Hehez~! I hope i will get a very nice surprise.... =)

I wanna go study already. Hehez~! =)

Skipped school.

2009-07-27T19:05:00.004+08:00

Yesterday i skipped school. Didn't go for Econs lecture because was feeling very tired and had a slight headache. Stayed home the whole day until evening time when I went Tampines with Michelle & my sis. Went to get my $16 cardigan and had Cafe Cartel... So nice...

I had a fish & chicken combo set. Had soup and yummy cafe cartel bread. The butter was fabulous. Even Michelle also like it so much. WAhahaz~! My sis had waffle ice cream.

Went to deposit my money den bui bui came over to fetch us. Wanted to buy some clothes from uniqlo. But den like vey expensive.

Bui bui yesterday went to attend a funeral. His cousin-in-law passed away larz.. So sad.. 34 years old only. Left behind his wife & child whom is only 2 years old.

I'm so happy. Cause I got the 2 tops I wanna get. LGS replied me. Wahahaz~! So happy. Still thinking if I wanna get the top & dress from HH lehz... I think Soo Leng going to get the dress. Hehez~! Tomorrow have driving lessons. Wednesday have Math classes.

Now have to change bedsheet, wash my tops and shoes.. After that study.. =)

Happy birthday

2009-07-22T14:43:00.002+08:00

It was my sis's bday yesterday. Turned 22.. So old liaoz.. =x Went to order her cake at tampines 1 on monday with BFF after my driving lessons. Den went home to slack.

Went to collect the canon ixus 95 for my sis as her present at cityhall yesterday with vin n BFF. Went tampines to collect that bakerzin oreo cheesecake and met Yee woen. Headed home for dinner and was joined by yi gong, ah xing & bui bui. Gan gan came back and chu feng they all came after cutting cake. Lucky ass got herself a new camera, a 500gb hard disk n a bracelet. Wahahaz~!

Has been super busy with work since Thomas is away. And I have to cover his duties. At the same time settle my GST stuff. Haiz... Anyway.. I have lessons later.. Haiz.. So sianz..

21st month~!

2009-07-19T23:07:00.003+08:00

Today is BFF Flo's 21st birthday.. Happy birhday to her. She didn't have any celebrations. Still owe her presents. I think I know what i wanna buy for her le.. Maybe mail it to her when i bought it.

Yesterday went for lessons den met bui bui go Central for eyebrow trimming. After that we went Bra shopping session at the Japanese bra shop. Always wanted to buy but because very ex dun wanna waste money. But yesterday went to try on and was super tempted to buy. Bought 3 sets which cost $220! Omg... But it's super comfy and the design is so unique and nice.

After that went long john silver for dinner. And we went home and rest. Went for supper at Toa Payoh the taiwanese porridge there. Yum...

Today woke up and went to school myself. Because bui bui overslept and i couldn't wake him up or find him. So took a cab there and he joined me after the lesson started. After my break. =) He is so nice. Yet I scolded him..

Went home for chicken rice after school and slacked at his home. Studied a bit and came home.

2009-07-15T23:02:00.002+08:00

Today didn't go work because wasn't feeling well. Menses cramps and gastric. Went to see doctor. Den she say most prob I was feeling too stress that's why my gastric acid too much.

On saturday i went downtown east for Joel's 21st birthday chalet And went Tampines for Hokkaiddo Fair with Bui Bui. Bought scallops and cuttlefish. Spent so much there. And bought a cream king crab bun. Hehez~!

Sunday went for lessons and went funan it mall to find thing for bui bui.. His autocad super ex larz.. 2k plus. So I went bugis with michelle to buy shoes and went home after tat. Washed my office slippers.. So clean and nice can..

Monday wore the new shoes to office and had blisters. Super pain larz. And went CDC. Super wu long me.. My lessons was supposed to be on Tuesday.. Not monday. Wahahaz~! So went home after.

Tuesday went for driving lessons. Uncle say i not bad lehz. Drove to my house area..

Doctor gave me 2 days mc.. dunno tml wanna go work not..

Hokkaiddo fair..

2009-07-08T15:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to meet Cat after work at Tampines. Was hunting for my flats but found none. Went to the stationery shop to get some pens for bui bui for his lessons.

Had dinner at century square foodcourt with cat and zhi qiang joined us. After that went Hokkaiddo fair. Super a lot of people larz. Only manage to get some scallops and my hokkaiddo milk soft serve. Yum~!

Saw the pink plumps at DMK again. Wah.. I so wanna buy larz.. But cat say it's not suitable for driving. Went Popular to buy bui bui's tri-square. And cannot find the size he wants. So when i free i wanna go help him see larz..

Tomorrow have to learn driving liaoz...